ARE YOU IN FOR A GAME?

What am I suppose to do now?

2011-03-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

Firstly i would like to revive my blog as its alrdy dead for such a long time and my babe woke me up today saying that she still view my blog even thou im not even updating. Feeling so ashamed of myself. So wat I have alrdy finish my poly? i feel so suffocated! why? blog i just wanna vent out my anger. Dad have been keep asking me about uni stuff and with my final results now i just feel that i'm in the middle of no where. If I can't get into local U wat should I do? Is it so hard to get a degree? does my life needs a degree so much? Do i need to go overseas if i can;t get into local U? Do i have to hurt my love one again? Blog i have alrdy made her suffered once when i was in Wuhan its really unfair to her to do it once again. Hoping to get into local U one day, I try to do myself proud I try to do my dad proud of me and not look down by others but kind of think of that wat do i gain in the end when ppl just praise u? I just blame myself sometimes why is fame and face that impt to me? bizzz always told me i should get out of my own comfort zone and dun think that everyone is looking down on me but i cant. I wanted to help u out in yr school stuff but i can't. seing u suffered so much in school with all sorts of assignment but just to comfort u by telling u that i'm by yrside there's nth else i can do! Making u love me more than i do i felt terrible. Just felt that i'm sort of a burden of yours. Just believe in yrself k? U can do it de just like how u encourage me when i was having my final year exam. In the end i did well rite? so u mustn't let this r/s of ours affect yr studies k? Its yr last freshman sem le so just chiong babe! I Love U! I Miss U! My Dearest!

Holding u tightly!!!

2009-08-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

Its been long time i didn't blog already,
wats makes me blog, wat makes me miss,
wat makes me love, wats makes me sad,
wat makes me worried? giving u all the time n happiness of mine wishing all the best time we had can preserved till the end, there's so much things that i can bare to leave behind, seeing u weak i have to tell myself to be strong as if i fall u will not have a strong pillar there for u to give u to hold on to, time really pass fast i'm sad also sometime heaven is going to give ask a task or a test on how strong is our r/s.

On that nite about wat we chat is all promise u, every word, every sec, every min, every heart beat of yours and every breathing of yours i'll always rmb and keep in my heart n soul. All the time we spent together i really very very very happy like a little boy n a little pork monster as wat u always call me heex..

Just hope u always smiling so happily bibi all this while i have been cherish all the time with u i already given all the best i can give already after all have to count on u to stand up with yr own feet in my life no 1 ever make me feel so happy this way. ok dun emo le lgy cheer up k!!!! rah rah rah!!!

oh yeah ei yeah ei........ now to waiting for my bibi to come over than we go watch movie cos she wanna watch this show very long le as long as she's happy i'll always try my best to cheer her up. bibi i come back we go prawn fishing again k? that day is just a starting i come back will own u de k? seeing u so agitated wanna owned me that day even i let u catch more prawn than me i also very happy really. i promise u i'll definately come back for u de k?

I know u dun wanna me to go,
but for my studies i have to leave,
after all the times i have for u,
i really wan u to be happy,
wait for me k?
i'll sure come back for u! trust me,
i'll not make yr history replay,
make u change yr mind about ppl going overseas,
trust me i promise!!!
I Love U!
I Miss U!

I'm Sorry

2009-06-22T03:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry
Buckcherry Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby,
Yeah.I'm sorry.

Wat have i done? i hurt my princess n i really hurt her deeply i dun know how to face her so i delicate this songs for her just wanna tell her that i'm sorry. i know its harsh words that i used it i dun wanna denied or push away the blame anymore, Blog tell me wat can i do other than vent my feelings on u? Can i vent it on other things like speeding, smoke or even chill with my frens n act as if nth happen? i can't but how can i apologise to her?
will she forgive me?
will we revive the r/s again?
i totally destroyed her memories on the beach that day.
i regret,
i admit that i'm selfish,
just wanna tell her that i didn't mean all those words top hurt her izzit so difficult?
i'm such a failure
but still?
at last i still hurt her with my bare hands!!!
my own BARE HANDS!!!!
if i were given a chance again i'll tell her that i'll take that abit more of understanding for her to sercue her with love once again the times that we have been gone thru is not 1 day 1 week or even 1mth to repersent.

i shouldn't blame her i should blame myself after taking a short tot of it i really neglected her LGY where the fresh feeling, paitence, caring that u nv ever care for some1 b4 and the sense of humour to JT?

i couldn't ask for yr forgiveness anymore think i going for a ride ba!!!!!!!

BYE BLOG

loves my hamburger!!!

hamburger

2009-06-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

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revival

2009-03-22T06:15:00.001-07:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DEAD.
seems like i was the last person who's spamming right here in this big white box.
well what to do?
some da mang ren's been busy with work
and guess he got nothing much to speak of when he's here because
updating about his daily life will be all about work and if possible a sweet lovely date with his cute princess
else its some chill-out-with-cool-guys date with his buddies
and the rest of it all is SLEEP TIME
the exciting thing everyday is to EAT!
THIS IS THE LIFE OF THE PIG.
but seemingly this is also THE LIFE OF MY BOYFRIEND:D
its not boring
its just DARN HELL BORING!
except the part about sweet dates with his cute princess
whatever, im just here to say....

I LOVE MY BABY!
:D

ps :read the red words.. COOL EH?

signing out with a KISS,
THE PIG's princess

the HERO

2009-01-10T08:40:00.000-08:00

leaving you. that wouldnt cross my mind
walking away from you, i've done it too many times
but you taught me to smile again
you wiped my tears dry, like you promised
you never walked away from me ever since that day i asked you not to
you tried so hard not to hurt me... with all your temper
but im saying... show it all to me...
coz you know i should and will love you for what you are.
no matter how bad is your temper..i'll accept it.
like you just took in each and everything of me,my weaknesses..
give me and give us a chance to make this work. make us last
i'll learn to set my priorities right but i cant not commit 100%
i may sound scary or too straightforward
but im not gonna act a strong front and pretend that i cant live without you
because i cant. seriously...
youre too good to lose. i wouldnt let you slip away...
baby, you'll always be my hero...a knight in shining armour

i surrender my heart, soul and all burden to you right now...
i'll let you hold my hands tight and get through this year.
we'll make it!

U r impt to me!!!

2008-11-22T10:36:00.001-08:00

ARARARAR!!!!!!!!!!! really can't sleep, really feels like going for a ride now but i promise her when i'm sad i can't go to chill only like last time le!!! i'll kept my promise. alot of things happen i just dun know what to say. suddenly sitting down tink of alot of stuff thinking back when we just known each other u were the first girl in my life asking me was that a date with u when i asked u for a meal its was really feeling like how will this girl just ask just like that its kind of weird but its also the first time it happen to me i can't believe a girl like u so adorable just shoot like that at that point of time i was stun n say "YA" i rmb. that really impressed me n pick up interest in u kind of like wanna know me about u n bet that u have more things that i had to discover in u.

Time really past damm fast we had been 9th mth together and alot of things of sad n happy memories between us make u so special, but i bet happy memories doesn't last long too i kept telling meself i'll always reassure u with all my hearts n creativity. having u as my girl really feels gd n comfortable being with u.yup i'm always so positive n cheering n up if u were sad, i kept telling myself even if u r down i'll still be standing down there to hold u but now i'm very disappointed with myself my thinking just change as i'm very confident but now i just dun know whether how lon can i still be strong i need those confidence back, nobody will know whether that they r suitable for each other in the start there r alot of couple breaking up after few years of r/s to me only time can show n prove everything. sometimes conflict just suddenly come i just hate bitter after sweet why can't be sweet after bitter why why why i just dun understand. but i had nv lie to u of my feelings towards u no sweet words can ever been use on other girl that i have use it on u, is u thats change me is u that make me feels that there's some1 infront for me to cherish after breaking up with my ex other than playing with girls feelings all those things is i had nv encounter in my life nv ever!!! i'll always rmb wat u told me in the bus the neckless that i gave u can nv break although i act blurr but i know wat r u trying to hint me. the neckless is unique such that its given by me to u only u can wear it. N its the last piece in the worldgive me a chance to carry u back to the times that we didn't quarrel give me a chance to bring back yr smile, give me a chance to say I'M SORRY and give me a chance to LOVE U EVEN MORE!!! u have to believe me in everything i said if not i'll be disappointed yr believe is my everything to stand up again with my own feet. i'll hold u tight n nv let u leave me again. "When u look into my eyes" i'll tell u that I LoVe YoU!!! nitez!!! ( tyring to sleep!!! Zzzz)(zhu)
: (:)

Always here to cheer to u up!!!

2008-11-12T08:35:00.000-08:00

yeah!!! i'm here to revive my blog again woohoo...just finish work abit shag but just blog, nowadays have been very stress cos have to deal with work and school stuff but everytime i feel stress i'll always think of her she's like another half of my life being there for me, love me, care for me its my blessing to found her in my life.hearing her voice, seeing her smile really melts my heart.

today really damm sway bike got knock down by car than the person run away think have to waste 100plus to fixed it but i'm gonna sell away next year le take the money to save up to buy car better, somemore can make my baby not to worry about me so much everytime seeing her worried i really feel bad n she will very fast OLD de haha!!! jkjk if she see this i'm gonna be dead or already dead haha!! but too bad i'm stubborn to post it. time really past fast this friday is our 9th mth anni woo... haha i'll hold her hand tight to break my record of 1year 3mth neverless to last longt with her baby i know we had to overcome alot of things in the future but with u i'll nv scare i never ever think of it NEVER!!! dun be emo k its really feel hurts when seeing u sad when we can't meet or no time for each other i dun wan that, u know whenever i say u tomboy just love the way i teased u cos u'll like a little girl act angry n adapt to my teased i really love the feelings. i know everything i type here it sounds mushy but its true no lies n its from my heart. after all no 1 can seperate us we'll always belong to each others dun think to much k?

I'LL ALWAYS BE 100% YOURS
I LOVE U!!!
(YR PORKY) ;)

the story of the umbrella and the pillar

2008-10-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

the pillar would stay firm under the hot sun, the rain, the typhoon and everything else. it braced through the many blows that the nature brought about. so did it pull through from all the people that came along and treat it like a punching bag. it stood tall and strong in that deserted land. sometimes nobody would bother about it at all... or maybe there is no one at all... yet it stayed firm... longing for a kind soul to bring it an umbrella to protect its metal from the elements. such that it wouldnt rust and that it would stay firm and sustain its appearance. it longed a friend a partner... that would support it through every single thing...the friend. an umbrella. something similar to the pillar itself. a straight object. except that the umbrella had a shield. one thing that the pillar lacks, which was important for its survival. they are very similar... but except that the umbrella was much much shorter... lacking something that the pillar had... the pillar is so much stronger... rooted to the ground. but the umbrella would need people to pick it up to be supported by people.the umbrella needs a pillar as a support else it will fall...the umbrella needs the pillar. the pillar needs the umbrella...

i will be your umbrella, mr pillar...
will you be my pillar?
oh my cutest cutie pie,
my bestest eye candy...
yes we would set infinite records
we would go beyond the horizon just to be together...
nothing is too tough...
just you and me...
we can conquer the world!

porky!

2008-10-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

hey pork monster im back spamming at your blog again wheee hahahahah!
silly boy always doing silly stuff just to make me smile
RAHHH!
dun care im gonna do my best to make you smile too!
you said your birthday was an adventure
but im going to make our relationship a hell of a ride for you
bringing you to places we have never been to
and making your days bright and sunny with my wide goofy grin!
pork monster... I LOVE YOU!
hahah you're bathing now.. and soon will be out so i'll poof outta here!
(: MUACK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2008-09-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DARLING!
hope you enjoyed the whole day today
hehe youre finally old now muahhhhah!
but in my eyes youre always a little small boy
so easily contended
so GOOFY!
hahaha i know youll always remember that you threw me out of the tyre today!
and the best thing about today
and everyday is...
I LOVE YOU(:
happy birthday dear heeeee!

lots of love,
honey sweetie baby<3

wheee hee

2008-09-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

IM BACK SPAMMING AGAIN
now im in control of this blog hahahahaha...
bah! see i manipulated everything of it

it took me like 4 hours on this. im an IT moron
but finally i did it(:
hah baby now you can listen to your song!
and play the games wheeee

unfair i didnt even beautify my blog to this extent...

hee baby sleep more and be the PIG OF THE CENTURY!:D
I L-O-V-E Y-O-U muack!

i'm BORED!!!!

2008-08-28T20:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back again to revive my blog,
infact baby already help me to revive it le,
Times really passed damm faster ,
eventually i have already finish 1sem of my poly life le,
now having 2mth school holiday woohs!!!!!
now chionging for work haha!!!
my pork baby played with my blog few days b4,
i'm gonna squeeze her fats le haha!!!
baby havng her exams soon,
she is stressed,
felt damm useless cos i can'tn helped her,
haizz....
just wan her to take care of herself n dun get so stressed,
always wanted her to be happy n smile more,
willing to do everything to let her stop smile,
dun wish to have alot of prob or quarrel bcos of some small things cos its not worth it,
baby everything i do i do it for u!!!!

rah!!!! stupid pork!!!!!!!!!!!! heex.....

honey princess says

2008-08-24T04:45:00.000-07:00

heyhey hahahahah im here!!
baby's 10cm away from me(:
staring at me with his mouth open
then he walked away
he just couldnt stand my goofy-ness
HAHAHAHAH!
im having fun hijacking his blog account hahahha
:D this is cool shit heheheh
im here to revive the blog hohoohoh this blog is like dead man
im gonna do CPR!
LOW GANG YUAN IS A MONSTER
MONSTER
MONSTER
there he go haah that goofy face again!
im gonna tickle him hhoohooh
yes he gave up!
oh yeah!
WALL-E
hahahah we're retarded... man i got infected by him shit that lame goofy symptom
WHY SO SERIOUS? im having fun here hahahhaha
soon i'll blurt out all his unspeakable secrets
very soon....
when i come sneaking into his account again
then he wont be able to see the light again.... NOT ANYMORE!
low gang yuan... youre gone!
hohoohoho:D

i love you honey sweetie pie
thanks for being here for me to share my joy and sorrow
darling youre my sunshine!MUACK!

Missing my sugar lips lots!!! ARRRRR!!!!

2008-05-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

Song: When You Look Me In The Eyes

Lyrics :

Ooooohhh yea ooooh yeaIf the heart is always searching,Can you ever find a home?I've been looking for that someone,I can't make it on my own.Dreams can't take the place of loving you,There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,And tell me that you love me.Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.When you look me in the eyes,I catch a glimpse of heaven.I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,To become a better man?Gonna tell you that I love you,In the best way that I can.I can't take a day without you here,You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,And tell me that you love me.Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.When you look me in the eyes,I catch a glimpse of heaven.I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.

Every day, I start to realize,I can reach my tomorrow,I can hold my head high,And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,And tell me that you love me.Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.When you look me in the eyes,I catch a glimpse of heaven.I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.When you look me in the eyes,I catch a glimpse of heaven.I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.

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This song is delicated to U my sugar lips!!! This few days u overseas i really miss u lots n i won't wanna denied it. Everytime listen to this song gives me a feelings that u r by myside really, missing u every single mins n secs, really makes my feel gd n happy thinking of yr cheerful emotion n smile just can't get off it!!! really!!! oo ya... btw the lyrics is above its really meaningful to us!!! Delicating this songs to u is to rmb the times that u went overseas i also delicated songs 4 u but this song is now really meaningful to me. Now still waiting 4 u to come back n give me a call n hearing yr sexy pork voice heex... sugar lips in my heart theres only 1 n only u!!!

Now exams coming nearer n nearer, chonging stuyding everyday like mad result like class test only soso projects more n more stacking up but after next wed i'm free i'll hvaing my 3 weeks holiday woo hoo... but most imptly is to get gd result n dun disappoint my dad n sugar lips cos both of them is supporting me. now still no time to update blog haizz... ok la gtg study le baby i'm waiting 4 u!!!! no matter wat i still love u sugarr pork!!! OMG PORK IS SWEET!!! WOOHOO!!!!

Damm random feelings emotions now!!!

2008-04-15T02:55:00.000-07:00

Wow!!! long time nv update blog ever seen i know i'm getting into poly. Ytd was a start of my school so its like not so excited but damm sian cos still in holiday mood n no mood to study as i had the feeling of haven enjoy enough 4 my holiday. N ytd was also a day that i n baby 2mth together firstly is something to be happy cos i'm the 1 that breaks baby previous r/s records n i'm glad that we enjoy ourselves n also always loving each other so much.

The first day in school was a stun thing cos the first thing i step into the class, the lecturer said "ok, next week u all gonna pass up a project n every1 will get a group title to do" i was like huh? STUNNING SIOL!!!!haha!!! but its like damm surprised but to my prediction i'll get more of this kind of stuff thruout my poly life. Somemore my title is "NEWATER" say in a nicer way is newater if not its just other than "SHITWATER". ok my class got quite alot of chio bu siol but dun be disappointed baby as wat i told u ytd... haha!!! thats damm hilarious n irriating of me. but i glad u did cheered up n after all i did all this stuff is to make u smile more n released stress on u. Its so nice of u baby to wanna share my burden on my project dun worry i can handle it i bet u got more stuff than me de but just in future i could be busier than u. But baby trust me i'll not neglect u n will find, squeeze n dig time 4 u de even if i got my bike!!!

Oo ya now going call jw be my guarantor 4 my bike "PHANTOM 4 THE WIN SIOL" haha!!! waiting 4 the old man haha!!! ok thats lame cos really damm sian now, lastly baby i'll love u alot no matter wat happen in the future!!! MUACKS!!!

WOO!! HAHAHA!!! HEHEHE!!!ARRRRR!!!

2008-04-04T21:53:00.000-07:00

OO MY GOD, OO MY GUADDDD!!!!i'm so happy everything when so smoothly as i predicted i dun know y izzit my effort paid off i nv imagine it b4 n nv had this kind of feeling b4 too!!!
1st is i pass motor TP just 1 try
2nd is higher nitec results got 3.644 is up to my goals to get 3.5 n above
3rd i got into poly n its NP as i nv expected i tot i can at least go to NYP or something like that.

Now i totally relieved cos i finally can gain back wat i lost n how much time i had wasted in my pri n sec school life 4 not studying hard, when i got my poly enrollment results i almost cried n smile cos my 3yrs in ite i really study damm hard 2 yrs of nitec gpa 3.533 can't go poly so direct 2nd yr higher nitec i nv give up still wanna try to go poly but my dad also there to encourage me n nv give up on me too somemore about to reached my final year exam i met my baby, she really standby me, encourage n support me all the way i think with my dad n baby really motivates me alot so i dun wanna disappoint them too. i dun know that kind of feelings i nv felt b4 cos i nv think i can come this far but i did it it was under my prediction too. so happy till i dun know how to describe this kind of feelings cos i'm coming 20this year this had nv come across in my life. i find i had learnt alot now.

Although my dad keep on say me, used me to compare with other educated cousin n his frens son, pour me cold water. Until i totally succeed n get the stuff i working hard 4 than i know that this using this kind of method to give me stress to lead me in my life i really very grateful to him n thxful. He also damm wat lo he know me damm well of cos, to like make use of me to like fulfill his wishes that i got into poly than make use of me cos baby studying jc than he know i will wanna work hard 4 her n myself to like catchup with baby education i know this is 4 my own gd also so everytime going out with baby he damm relax to let me play n enjoyed myself. gosh... wat a creepy dad n unpredictable dad i have is like i'm like all under his control la!!! lol!!! i bet he will still give me pressure till i completed poly n now i discovered i like this kind of pressure if he nv give me pressure i will feel damm uneasy now la but even he nv give me pressure now i will still give myself a limit pressure to keep myself going n strive towards my goals heex...

Baby i dun know wat to say to u to have u by myside to like walk this obstacles path with me till today i have today's progress it all comes from u n my dad of cos plus my own hard work n effort. baby i'll be a fool to to let u leave me i'll glue u close to me haha... u too can't get rid of my too, i'll treasure u in my life n give u the love, care, joy n happiness that i can give, i know we still have a long way n path to go thru so let me hold yr hands tight n leave yrself in my embrace to let me walk this way thru as u know we car(legs) rite? hmmm.. think we'll drive ba, hmmm.. this we like train better haha!!! rmb that? BABY I LOVE U MUACKS!!!!!NTH CAN CHANGE YR PLACE IN MY HEART!!! YR LITTLE BOY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE 4 U!!!

Its worth it!!!!

2008-03-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

Firstly, feel so happy cos my dream n wish i have overcome it one by one with my baby green tea.
Baby dun be sad or sian ok? As long i'm still yr baby n still by yrside i'll cheer u up n make yr smile brighton the world again. Yr smile looks so sweet with yr golden lips but now is plastic lips but its still look gd,
let me be the one u can rely on,
be the one u can share yr burden n problems with,
be the one to give u the love that u nv ever had,
be the one to be there 4 u whenever u need me,
lastly be the one to share yr joy n happiness.
Baby rmb whenever there's prob dun hide to yrself tell me k? rmb our promised?
Yup ytd was a memorable day infact every outing, jokes n lame stuff that we had is memorable as long its with u baby! dun worried about me, my sacrifice r worth it just 4 U! i believe we will last 4eva, i'll hold u tight n keep u in my life, soul n embrace u r locked now haha!!! dun worried about me do wat is impt to do first, accompany n romance is not impt than families wat is impt is our hearts n love 4 each other r strong. Althought i'll miss u lots but with u in my life n see u smiling i'll be cheered, happy n contented too!!! so baby rmb wat i told u earlier on in the phone? yup just rmb wat i said u know i dun make empty promises. Sleepy pig thx 4 being there so much 4 me too in everything i do being so supporting to make me feel u r with me always n makes me feel motivated. With u around i have overcome my final year exams, i have been feeling so happy seen u steps into my life and pass my MOTOR LICENCE WOO!!!! I know u will be there 4 me next to take my final year result n poly enrollment result with u i can overcome everything in my life and i believe it!!!

JUST RMB THIS 2 PHASE IN YR HEART:

1)Confidence is half the battle won n i'll walk thru this uneven path with u!!!

2)Its not the quantity time we spent together its the quality time we had together, with this let me be the one to sacrifice it again. dun feel sad or guilty cos its worth it n........I LOVE U BABY!!!!

Baby smile more n be high more, dun worry n be happy!!! Yr smile n laughter will always be so unique to me 4eva!!!

feeling happy n freedom!!!

2008-03-11T18:38:00.000-07:00

Wow!!! time really fly fast, last time i just blog 4 my final year exam only now i grad le woo waiting 4 poly results now. i know alot of ppl will be there 4 me on 4th april especially my baby green tea, either wats the outcome i'll accept it but of cos hope 4 the best la.. anyway the whole study week b4 my exam was like shit man cos i study till all my brain cells killed i was totally exhausted!!! woo but damm happy n feel relieved now, exams over now its til to WORK, PLAY HARD AND ACC MY BABY WOO!!!

Sat is my heyku's buddy birthday alot of ppl there, we eat drink, sing n talking cock. anna siao liao laugh like nobody business haizz.. nvm cos she n my baby not much diff lol!!! wa that day play mahjong damm heng keep winning but of cos its wat the skil n the heng-ness does haha!!! then baby going home le so i sent her home but of cos i use my 2 car sent her back to my house that take car again la haha!So sweet of her take flu medicine 4 me i'm recovered le thx baby!! when back heyku's house aftre that.After everyone goes off le, ah huat(david), LHK/jw, heyku, liaoliao, n me etc stay back to drink wa 2 volka n 1 martell woo all kena owned by heyku mother haha!!!

Baby i know u r busy with yr school work but dun too over exhaust yrself k, everytime we go out must see the cheerful n happy u k? if not i'll be emo haha no la i'll be there to cheer u up de cos i'm GY.. anyway really happy being with u, althought we seldom meet due to school stuff but whenever we meet makes the date so preious and i will teasure the time with u!!!About the stuff u told me about in yr camp i trust u so i'm ok but dun let me disappointed k n dun feel guilty that u can't acc me, i trust u that u would manage ur time 4 me de heex... rite? eee merlion/lengdong!!! haha!!!

Woo!!! later meeting my green tea le haha!! than going to school 4 project presentations too bad can't acc with my baby much but its not the quantity time that counts its the quality time!!!Love u baby!!!

HaPpIeSt MeMoRiEs EvA

2008-02-23T20:46:00.000-08:00

I use to call you my girl,
I use the call you my friend,
I use to call you the love,
The love that i ever have,
When i think of you,
I don't know what to do,
When i see u again.

I miss you like crazy even more than words can say,
I miss u like crazy every min every day,
Girl i'm so down when your not around,
I miss you, miss you , miss you...
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!

You were all that i want,
You were all that i need,
Can you see how i feel,
Can you see my pain so real,
When i think of you,
I don't know what to do,
When i see u again.

I miss you like crazy even more than words can say,
I miss u like crazy every min every day,
Girl i'm so down when your love not around,
I miss you, miss you, miss you...
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!

Baby this song relics is to delicated just 4 u to show my love n how impt u r to me.
last tue n ytd were very lang man really had a happy n memorable time with u, will go this kind of activities often kk if we r free, as i know we both were very busy as i'm preparing 4 my final sem exam n u got yr schol stuff etc, but i promise u that i'll take care of myself k. Once we got time will go out have fun n get high together n i will try to make every outing keeps a memories in yr heart. As long its with u go where also happy as i'm contended already.

Rmb, its not the quantity time we had 4 each other,
Its the time that we treasure being together as time doesn't stop 4 us,
So is up to us to grab hold of the time,
Baby thx 4 everything u have done i love it all,
Loves!!!!

WoNdErFuL VaLeNtInE's DaY!!!!!!!!

2008-02-15T04:10:00.000-08:00

haha!!! i'm back, alot of stuff n surprised to talk about. firstly i'm i love my BABY GREEN TEA haha!! eee.. goosebumps!!

Ytd was v-day surprising that some1 had come back from overseas le but nv let me know wan me to worried n miss her more but to my suspect i knew she came back le but not comfirm yet. ytd she came my place i was stun n shock but in the same time happy to see her, we exchange v-day gifts n my dad knew i wanna use car so 7pm sharp pass me the car so jasmine n i went to ms 4 dinner haha... we both ordered alot but can't finish by left we see each other full already haha!!! than we actually watching movie but too many ppl cos v-day la. so we rot at some place to chat lo, but it was a memorable v-day present 4 me!!! PS cannot say private n confidential!!!

Baby happy valentine's day
Baby really thx 4 yr heart cookies its really very sweet n touched
Baby hope u likes yr v-day present n the things i have done just 4 u
Baby thx 4 the effort, surprised n planning to scam me that u did
Baby really miss u lots while u were in overseas
Baby really wanna hold u tight n nv let u go
Baby really wanna hug u with my warm arms
N last but not least,
Baby I LOVE U from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY CNY!!!

2008-02-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

Its cny le!!! wow so fast, first thing comes to my find is there money to take when there's money to take mean the dream 4 my bike is near... so happy!! hmmm... let me see, in 1 mth 2days i'm graduating soon le try my luck n results to go poly as i dun wanna disappoint my dad as i wanna fufill his wish n dreams as from young i nv give him anything in return as he had support me to educate till now. At the same time its also a chance to climb back the time i had lost at pri n sec school 4 not studying hard. i know its hard to believe 4 everyone 4 me to say this kind of stuff but its from my heart!!!

Last sat girl gone overseas le hope she likes the stuff i did 4 her as its not a big 1 as its a appreciation of mine as well, and of cos will miss her la i know she will missed me too i knew it!! haha!! so bhb-ness!!! anyway hope she enjoyed herself there to see her smile more!!! "GIRL DUN WAN SEE U COME BACK IN 7 PIECES KK!!!"

Mon, tue, wed chionging like siao gosh got 3 project n had to finish n present at the end of feb. not much time left 4 me now as in not going to die ar!! lol!!! ytd was reunion dinner love reunion dinner cos can see all my cousin n gather together but all jcs n uni de damm sian as if i'm the 1 left out damm emo, but it was fun as the "LIAO YU SHEN PART" i throw my chopsticks inside n see my chopsticks hanging up n down that was hilarious man!! today morning went to sent my dad to work after that drive to bai nian lucky siol, cos today i saw alot of ppl flagging 4 cab n waited very long 4 cab too!! but today damm tired cos drove the whole day after that 5plus went to fetch my dad home n go to chi kan n alvin junwei relatives house to bai nian n play blackjack hah play 2 hrs win 3 buck oo mi god!!! now slacking at home drinking with eddie n alvin. tml going monkey house play majiong n bai nian, sat my house got steamboat alot of ppl coming haha!! kk la bet i going drink le!!! HAPPY CNY N HUAT AR!!!!!

Encouragement is wat we need!!!!

2008-01-25T18:00:00.000-08:00

Here to update my blog again, wow just got back my test omg its wat the skill doeszzz!!! 88/100!! OWNED!!!!! next, that day quarrel with my project mate cos he really have no sense of goals or direction of wat he wants. really Pissed!! cos i ask him to go find info 4 our project than he was like saying his english not gd can't help much cos he dun know how to spell when online finding info. then he said u going wanna go poly de u must do more stuff lei he going army so didn't really care much i was like wtf la. lol!! Wat a failure living in this world waste resources!! lol!! ealy in the morning saw him online playing game then when after exam he say he wanted to go home very tired, i shoot him morning got time to play game no time 4 project then he LL lo than my frens n i went to eat than he AP say " say wanna go do project still go eat " i was pissed n say if u not happy then u can go home la!! something like that la haha!!!worthless piece of shit lol!! OWNED HIME AGAIN!!

24th jan, girl got her o lvls result back, she was like damm nervous by left the 3 of them manda, hong n jas bet they 3 sure worried till stressed like 3 old aunty ba haha!! jk ar no offence lol!! b4 she got her results she called me i was stunned cos her emotion was like half cry half laugh OMG wat an unique emotion haha!!! i cheered her up although i very lousy in it but i just dig everything i can dig in my brain lol but finally my effort were not wasted it did cheer her up!!! (FINALLY JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE THE AUNTY IS LAUGHING!!!) ytd was so bored 4 me stay at home rot, wanna go out all frens ps me!! PSN = pang seh ness!! lol!!

girl is u that takes my encouragement i didn't do much!!
next time anything happen or u need someONE there 4 u can turn to me.
just rmb to keep yourself happy 24/7, rmb my phrase "confidence is half the battle won"
its will help u in everything u do, TRUST ME!!!
outing soon rite? woohoo its gonna be a memorable 1!!!
HAPPY X3!!
care!!

EnJoYaBlE TiMeS

2008-01-19T16:58:00.000-08:00

Back to blog again!!!

Thurs after school when to NP open house with JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!! HAHA (sound like i'm gay rite?) but its not figure it out yrself!! the whole day was a laughing day 4 both of us, as alot of joke came to us which we nv created. Eg: i took out my ez-link when getting up the shutter bus, talking craps with the lecturer there owning them haha!!, disturbing justin that the guy like her n take no. haha!! sounds no link rite nvm!! i mean i feel happy n relax on that day!!!After the open house we really damm bored n sian la so we suggested to go manda house to chill, starting some 1 act say reached there then call her to give her a surprised but to our surprised she fell asleep SIAN HAHA!! sit outside her house like 2 homeless kids lol!!! after awhile she woke up n we went to her house rot lo, justin was like so desperate to listen to manda story wow ppl wooing her lei!!manda keep wanna cuo her we 2 lo but relax la if its mine its mine. haha rmb alvin n hong said jas-yours n jas-mine stuff i laugh like siao lo! lame damm cold la!! after that sent justin home lo.

fri, its just a normal day as in going to school till noon, at night drive to find des at yishun cos our frens having some praying n god stuff so we when to have a look out! after all the stuff have finished i meet alvin n des 4 supper, oo gosh 2.4/nafar on tue still eat supper haha!!fat le. after rot le go home lo! Sat i tot it would be a boring n emo day 4 me but it doesn't turn out the way it is cos of some 1 motivation i went to study wow miracle lol jk la! btw this coming tue n wed got test but of cos "4GET ABOUT THE AGE ITS WAT THE MATHS DOES" lol!! after studying when to drink kopi with hong n toh, 3 young uncle having teh peng lol its damm gay la jk!! after that when to meet "justin timberlake toot aunty bhb wei da n no link indian pager"wow so long!! after her work when to clarke quay chill something odd sis happened when we chill there, guess wat sudddenly there got fireworks sia than some 1 like sotong like that nv see b4 fireworks so high haha!! but it also gives me the memories on new year when first time meet her also see fireworks very memorable!!! after that drive into her house bang thru the wall n send her home haha jk la!! lame!!reached home around 1? cos return car to my aunty lol!! sian just woke up damm emo, haven brush teeth, hair messy, haven eat n later work haizz!!!!! life is still have to go on!!! HIGHNESS ROCKSZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is still going on!!!

2008-01-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

WowWowWow!!! now damm sian n bored so came tomupdate my blog again!!! haha just discovered my blog is up with my favourite song again lol emo!!! haha no la!! btw exams is round the corner going to gradutate le!! last sat n this thrus going to poly but this thurs going with 1 tomboy aunty haha!! jk la gentle kk!! err gentle aunty? kk no jokes le!!! kk so see ya thurs to np kk!! Now in school everyday damm bored lo teacher keep on lecture like no life which makes me everytime fell asleep stupid!!!
hmmm... things r getting well la at least i'm not so bored in class as i have lame/lamb jokes with some1 damm cold no link indian pager haha!!! now finally trying to overcome my holiday mood n back to studies le, see when free go study n prepare 4 my exams, gosh my project too my teammates is like dun care la they no life 1 keep playing dota n maple wl how old liao lo sian!!! now i 1 person finding info 4 my project incase they nv do their part to find info i hate it but 4 my results n poly i die also tank haha cos if pass we pass togethre fail we fail togther too so its unfair!!!!!! really have to numb myself overcome this 2 mths till 10th march than grad le!! oo ya my motor tp at 20th march really giving all out i could give to achieve the stuff i wan as confident is half the better won!!!!! woo!!! care every 1!!!!!!

a happening night!!!

2008-01-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

Well is a brand new year n a brand new start!!! haha!!! anyway alot of stuff happened last year as i dun wan to say anything cos new year new stuff ok? rite, firstly school starting soon!!! secondly wat a memorable new year count down man haha alot of stuff happened, kk on new year eve i when countdown with jw, his gf n his gf fren name jinghui!! . everything was like so dramatic cos after meet we went to tm to eat n walk2 as this group of guys was sitting at the next table when we having out dinner!!! they asked 4 jinghui's no. when i was buying my food jinghui was like shock n stun cos dun know wat to do than i saw the incident i was like wat happened lo cos i blurr2 ma, than that guy fren say '' eh his bf come le'' i was like huh bf? but to help her get rid of those ppl i act her bf instead to help la no intention de than she was blushing lo lol!! haha damm funny but my heart was also pumping very fast cos i dun know her!!! after eating we when to walk2, suddenly my head got lightbulb wanna go piece my left ear woohoo!! lol!!than jinghui asked me study wat school etc lo!! aftre that she sent to meet her other group of frens lo than i follow jw n his gf meet another group of frens!!!

bloody hell jw know so many stuff tiam tiam!!! starting meet another group off ppl was so socialise but got 2 guy like nv talk like emo lei haha!! but the girls were damm talkative like aunty sia haha!! they were amanda n jasmine!! after the count down we went to 1 of the girl house to chill wow!!! the whole mansion was like so many stuff n facilitics la!!! we go her house eat than go downstairs the ktv room sing song haha!! after that chat a long time ton thruout the nite lei!! they ask alot of personal stuff like got how many ex, etc etc etc!!! confidential!!! as i was saying 1 of the guy very emo cos he likes jasmine but jasmine dun like him but jasmine like chat with me very tan de lai than i was like oo shit no bet that guy sure angry with me n i did nth n do no shit or stun lei!!!lol eddie was call the china wolf by them!! haha!!! than like amanda was trying to matchmake me n jas kao!!! than i keep running away from it at i just break n i dun wan hurt some1 as she's only 17 cute n innocent girl!!! but after that we did exchange msn n no. kk la shall stop here as anyway gald to know so many new frens n to cheer myself up n make myself happy!!!HEEHAA!!!

WOO!!! HOLIDAY MOOD!!!

2007-12-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

Haha!!!! back to update blog again!!! got something to say this time!!! FINALLY ITS HOLIDAY!!!song bo!!! haha!! this coming holiday got alot of stuff n prog going on. firstly, got a new job at jumbo becoming runner $7 going chiong work to earn more $$ so i can go out with darling, frens n chiong my bike stuff!!! secondly, 19th i got e-trial test n go out with baby beary to buy her christmas present than on 20th darling organise X'mas party at her house inviting alots of frens, 21st is my RTT very stress sia this 1 comfirm must pass cos I'M DYING I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE, cos mana($$) not enough so one time must pass le cannot fail!! after that 21st is no life time mean work, eat, sleep, shit, drink haha!!! jk la!!lol.

OK!!! now bet the 2 ah nia won't say me le that i nv update blog 1 is my darling beary another 1 is my hey ku gf haha!! bet u all sure know won't both veyr naggy lol!!! jk la!!! n somemore some1 insult my name sia haha!!! nv i also si guan le!!time to end here!! motor 4 the best!!! CHIONG AR!!! MAI TU LIAO!!!

just blogging!!!

2007-11-12T00:07:00.000-08:00

yoz!!! long time nv blog le!! anyway last fri, sat, sun was junwei (LHK) birthday celebration we had alot of fun n laughter. when he cut cake that time we take his face go bua de cake haha!!! in the end i also kena infact alot of ppl kena sabo too!!! another thing is got beary beside me n i can hug2 her the whole nitez. heex.. long time nv spent de nitez with darling le!! cos last time we like got stay at each other house hug2 nua de but now seldom le cos we both got own stuff n exam to prepare!!! nvm still have alot of chance de!! later going of my motor theory lesson le tml also sian 6.50-10.20 lei haha!!! anyway i now taking bike licence n saving up $$ buy bike of cos!!! heex... rain drive car nv rain ride bike!! haha wat a gd choice man!!! but if i go out with beary comfirm drive car de!!!
lastly i miss ya lots baby haiz.. must wait till thursday than can meet!!! i wan BAO BAO haha!!! Eeeeeee so mushy!!! kk la shall stop here le!!! bbbye byeee!!!

nothing to do very sian!!!

2007-09-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

haha long X3 time nv update blog le!!! i lazy lo heex... firstly now my holiday very free than 1 week back was my b'day we when to eat sakura n go brewerks drink till song n shio till song haha!!! than was i n baby 1year anni!! wow time really fly fast!! we had u memorable anni i gave her a flower with bear whiuch she ever mention b 4 but of cos a boquet with 3 roses n a bear can't be alot cos i pork2 liao heexx n made a cup which got our pics inside hope u like it darling!!! after that i got chalet with des they all 4 3 day 2 night really sway we call the person open our chalet door 4 times cos the door slam le cannot open haha kan sway also lol!!! but i did enjoyed!!! fri was suyu b'day hope she like my n darling he present!!!

haha now holiday keep on eat sleep play comfirm i n darling sure fat de!! 3 more days is my release of my mid year result hope i get gd results cos i really desperate to go poly as i also can fulfill my papa wishes!!! really dun wanna disappoint him!!! kk la just a short blog will do bye2...

Ar still got!!! zha bear no free flow on yr blog kk!!! take care love ya!!! muack!!!

haha!!! finally 11th mth le!!!

2007-08-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

haha!!! i know alot of ppl keep on scold me haven update my blog lol!!! as i was saying the 2 anuty again 1 LNB & 1 LHB lol!!! just came back home, just now meeting my zha bear darling watch the jay chou show. the show is quite nice it has the rate of 4 star, than we go eat fried dry chicken bear (kfc) haha thats wat my darling everytime said heex... later 12am its going to be me n my dar dar 11th mth today le!! looking forward to 1 year. ytd my day was totally spoil by my bloody idoit manager damm!!! tell u all wat happened, ytd my work place alot of ppl than got customers waiting to be seated down than when other customer bill le than i was clearing the table my F***ing manager come kan me wth lo!!! instead of telling the customer to hold on we r clearing the table he come kan me call me faster say i very slow wth lo he think i robot izzit!!! hai!! still got 1 incident the kitchen staff anyhow put the stuff than he saw he not happy call me put back than come call me say put properly dun anyhow put infront of the kitchen staff than tell me sorry actually scolding the kitchen staff i was like wtf lo!! he wanna scold can go scold them straight at the face ma come scold me 4 wat sia!!! than ytd after work go find mt uncle eat supper wa song eat full2 sia!! kk la nth to write le now going bath le be a xiang2 bear le!! baby i very happy to see my n hug u today love ya n willing to carry no matter how far like just now!!!

i'm back!!!!

2007-07-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

Wa liao liao ar!!! long time nv update le!!! my blog si kiao kiao liao!!! alot of things happened to me n darling since i nv update no mood lo that time but now ok le so happy n glad!!! me n her almost B***K but nv heng i also dun wan it to be that way!!! anyway enough of it le!! i now like 1 da mang ren alot of kang tao!! haha!!! btw now test alot is dashing to me n i'm going to graduate le next yr jan or mar!! hmmm... time really fly fast, btw oct got 1 poly intake i wanna go enlist than see wanna go anot lo cos i now in higher i dun wan ban tu er fei cos if i go poly i drop out no poly cert neither got high cert!!! now having project n stuff in school bet i going have alot of hard time soon le!!! but i will over come it de cos got my bear2 there for me n accompany me i will jia u de u too wor bear bear!!! muack!!! so happy to hear that u still wanna be with me n by my side n nv let me go i also have the same thinking. i really cherish alot of things around me!! but alot of stuff is beyond my control i discover it de, things wanna come than come de wanna go also go de so wat we can de is cherish it to have a gd n happy memories with he/her/it!!! like that only!!! kk la i wanna go bath le if not my bear2 wanna scold me smelly sushi bear2 le!!! haha!!! bleah!!!

undiscribeable feelings

2007-06-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

Woo hoo!!! my blog already seh kor le!! haha so i now using kiwi to polished it lol!!!
hmm... wat to talk ar? oo ya my 9th mth anni with my baby was ytd n it just like time pass very fast!! we celebrate u know at where? ZOO!!!!!! haha very funny rite? but i dun think so n its really funny n can see my darling fren there like ah meng haha n can see eddie liao there (giraffe) haha!!! jk la!! btw we too alot of pics there n had a great day there actaully got xw n alvin de but they got abit of r/s prob so nv go lo but i dun wan to disappoint my baby cos she plan it long time ago le so we decide to go lo + somemore i nv celebrate with any gf or frens at zoo b4 haha!!! after that we go meet xw n jess they all lo!! we go esplanade slack!! althought the weather its very hot but i still like it cos my darling was also accompany me in the hot weather the whole day, but her toe was injured cos she hit against the table that time i was like raising my voice abit loud cos 1 end i was so worried about her another end i was like ahyo y so careless lo!! lol!! but i see her walk like that than i carried her half of the zoo haha!!! abit pai seh but still ok!!

today morning got abit prob with my darling cos i ytd going find george than reached home nv sms her than she like worried n angry lo but now ok le cos i ytd very tired n somemore she sms me than i tot she sleep le!! but lucky as wat my darling say so heng we nv quarrel or wat!! just wanna say" baby sorry for making u worried" today go my grandma house with toh fixed com than go ps eat LJS, play pool than around 9.50 darling meet me than i sent her home, nua awhile than i go find hong take stuff than go home le!!! kk la nth to talk le!!! btw if not my LS darling tell me to update blog my blog will like really si kiao kiao liao haha!!! sorry baby for saying that!!! bleah my rubber ducky QUACK!!!!!!! love u!!!

Finally the hard time in me has Past/Pass!!!

2007-05-25T02:13:00.000-07:00

Haha!!! long time nv update blog le!! all i waited long time is for today!!! this few days it has been a terible time for me n a sweet time for me too!!!
Firstly, baby sorry i nv update the entries about yr birthday as i was busy with my driving, the sweet times with ya were very happy althought we had a misunderstanding few weeks b4!!! but wadever infront of us i believe we can overcome it de n thx for the days being accompany with me.
Secondly, my TP makes me very nervous n can't sleep due to lack of conifdence but i got alot of ppl behind me supporting me to pass my tp, althought they wanna get benefit from me like get licence drive them etc but i dun mind if i do that by getting my licence!!! lol!!! sorry no offence kk!! haha!! but thats a gd thing that i have already pass n put down a stone on my shoulder le!!!
Now wanna faster drive n go makan, shopping, rotting with frens n my darling!!!

wat i'm going to say is HUAI AR!!!!!!!!!!!! 18YRS OLD got LICENCE same as my DAD( like father like son)!!!!!!LOL!!!!!

nuaing at home lol!!!!

2007-05-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

hi time to update my blog le!!!hmmm... darling birthday is around the corner le, i brought afew present for her hope she like it lol. anyway lets talk about my past few days rountine, mon go to school n finish school le my darling so gd wait for me wor lol, than go her house nua watch tv eat dinner lo than after dinner we when mac study i can't stay long cos i need to go home after i reached home i go mac study meself lo cos my exams coming up le!!! haizz... so fast, bo bian higher nitec 2nd year very siong de!!!
tue, damm sway cos my house building they put notice say tue 2-4pm no electricity ma than i tot my lesson till 5 lo than my teacher say he got meeting at 2 so released us at 2 lo, than i forgot no electrcity so after school i happily go home liao wanna on the air kong, com, n music listen than no supply somemore was planning to go bath n sleep de lo, in the end can't even sleep lol!!! than around my ice blended papaya (darling) finish her school le than meet n went to orchard walk walk lo cos she wanna buy her birthday clothes ma!!! after that went to "mustafa mustafa cali mustafa!!! haha!!! this is being thought by my darling haha!!! adorable rite? than after that we took bus to her place than we nua le than i sent her home le!!!!
wed, Waa!!! kan sway also which is today wait u all will know!!! morning woke up was late, sob sob darling nv give me morning call, lol cos she ownself also (zhuzhuzhu) sleep like a pig!! haha!!! than i go school for lesson lo!! than when i finish school i meet darling at cafe eat lunch than my another darling (nithiyya) talking on the phone ma, than i was like wanna go there di siao her lo than i put my hand on her shoulder n go near her phone which is beside her ear n listen whether is a guy or a girl ma, if a guy than disturb her she betray me something like that lo. than her CA n 1 shorty indian lady walk to me n asked me wat i'm doing than i say listening to phone lo than her CA siao wan, lao zha bor come n shout at me " take yr hands off her" i was like wtf lo like that also wanna shout than that time i was like stun actually was tot off giving attitude de but i think i not like last time le cannot like that than i nv than very funny my mind was like y she like that ar? izzit when she young kena this kind of incident from guys or wat, or maybe menopause lo!! think the menopause on n off like switch like that lo lol!!! stupid lao zha bor go cut yr felowpian tube la!! lol i very jek arc rite? haha that's me last time!!! btw its a small matter lo if they tell me nicely would be better lo haizz... thats show's ite teachers have no paitience to understand situations!! nvm suan le!!! sorry guys/girls/ dude n dudets for writing till like that haha!!!
laster going to go meet my honey le later going to accompany her to buy food for her birthday party with her mama lo!! but b4 going i go her place nua first cos i missing her lots!!! kk la should stop here le i wanna go ZZZzzz!!!!!!! le!!!

nthing to do n nuaing!!! lol!!!

2007-05-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

haizz... now nthing to do at home nuaing lo, somemore my darling in school studying so i now super duper free but awhile more need to go to work le so now bo liao come write something on my blog lo!!!hmmm...

Talk about monday stuff ba!!! monday still the same go school lo but i get to communitcate to my classmate, when chat that time find that they not bad also haha!!! after school actually i wait my my dardar de but in the end my lecturer release us early so become i waited for her lo!!! hehe!! its ok la "fan zhen wait for so long le wait abit only won't die or i won't lose 1 piece of meat wat. lol!!! than i sent my dardar go home lo n nua at her house, btw so happy n v.happy when i see her haha i also dun know y lei!! after nua at her house watch tv n eat, she suggested go kopitiam eat bbq chicken so we went to eat after that she say go have desert than we also went to have deserts but the surprising things is that she suggested we 2 share 1 desert lo than i was very shock n surprised but in my heart very happy n sweet cos is her n mine first time like that with some 1 haha!!! than we even took photo together n feed each other, althought its simple but happy!!! after sending her home i went home n eat again this time my grandma cook de bo bian eat again lo!!! haizz... think wat "wei zhu ar" haha that phase is wat dar n i usually use de lol!!!

tue go out with hong, toh, toh's fren lo!!! Go have luch, play pool n play arcarde lo!!! say until this things hong, toh n i long time nv playu pool together lo cos we last time usually 3 person go play pool de ma since we were in sec school!!! to think back times fly really fast lo!!! than after that darling come meet me n we go bedok eat lo, it was suggested by me de haha!!! clever rite lol!!! i so bhb!!! after that i sent her home than i go home le lo!!! now writing this is just to kill time only haha in the same time say out wat i wanna say lo!!!
Today my darling have a mini test hope she do well lo, cos she really put in effort to study lo till v.late i see le also xin tong lol!!! btw darling birthday is around the corner bet u going to like yr presentSSSSSS!!! bleah (mu gua) haha!!!!

updating!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys/ readers, got back my internet le but just lazy to update cos no time. Now i updating cos got 2 ppl keep on like anuty nag at me call me to update 1 is my darling n 1 is my mei haha!!! go guess who r they!!. haizz.. they very loso haha!!! bet they sure scold me when they see this de haha!!!

back to my blog ba, i now studying higher nitec second year as i was examined for the 1st year so now second got abit stress la but nvm cos i believe xin ding zhi ran liang lol!!!! hmmm. today got talk to some of my classmate n communicate with them lo as i 1 person that have been transfer to diff class as my nitec fren that have gone to 2nd year too!!!
Now also very headache about my work stuff in genki sushi lei, cos there the manager n supervisor sux to the max sia!!! actually i was thinking of quitting le but if i quit i no work le, no work means no $$, not $$ means cannot pay hp bill n go out lo!!! so bo bian i think i stay about 1 to 2 months than i find other job lo!!!just that there the ppl baised against me la!!! dun talk about it le la!!! suan le!!!

Oo ya!!! my driving exam is getting near le on the 25th may!!! hope i can pass, if not jess gonna kill me n i'm going to move house le haha!!! i also hope faster get liscence than i can faster drive my father car go out so with my darling n frens!!! anyway i'm every happy with my honey now, our r/s is gd n stable think we had grown up alot n know out mistakes n willing to take each other advice etc but there still need improvement, as no 1 is perfect!!! there's this phase call practice makes perfect, but if no body is perfect y practice" lol!!! nth de just happen to think about it only lol!!!
Btw my baby birthday is reaching soon around the corner le, hope every1 enjoy their time on her birthday, i also have to give surprise n xin yi my the present i give, i find its abit creative cos its created by me haha!!! no matter wat darling hope u like it n be happy with me for future!!! nth much to wish, only wish u can be happy n i',m always there 4 u!!! kk la think i should stop here le!!! btw darling i looking towards yr b dae too!!! bet u will like my present de!!

2007-04-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

hi time to update my blog le!! haha this blog wanna si kiao kiao liao due to the cos of my internet at home!! haizz.. sorry no money to pay porkpork liao!! firstly i wanna say that i'm gd, haven die yet and very happy with the girl in my heart n my love, secondly i got in higher nitec 2nd year althought i cannot go poly but if i work hard just 1 yr i could be going for poly 2nd yr so every1 u all must jia u too kk!!
Yi zhuan yan shi jian guo de zhen kuai, so fast my darling n i togther for half a year going to 7mth le!! althought we gone thru alot of ups n down but it makes me more cherish n appreciate it cos happiness is priceless to me!! haha!! abit funny rite when i say this cos it doesn't suit my character, btw i at my honey house updating my die die blog now i give it my ren gong hu xi now it became alive le!! wahaha n not so nuanua le!! lol!! now going to accompany my honey le le kk!! bb dun talk le!!

LoNg TiMe No UpDaTe LiAo!!!

2007-03-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

Wa!!! siao liao long time no update liao wor cos my blog need to change to new blogger lo!! sian so troublesome!!! ok back to update blog le!! firstly is valentine day, i celebrating with my darling who wanna know wats going on pls view her blog pls!! haha!! than our 5th mth together, wow time really fly fast as we didn't realised that we had already togther for 5 mth after so many ups and down, happy and sad stuff etc!! but over all i nv regret for choosing this road as i had already pleased that y effort did not waste and i even see the result of my r/s!!! darling no matter who or say anything it will not affect or r/s kk!!! as we know wat we wan!! rite?

kk last week went to DXO with weixiang, shiyun, liao liao, chua sai (weihao), darling!!! actually got jess de but she go MOS with her frens so she did not join us everyone did enjoy ourself but liao liao abit shag cos jess not around with him haha!!! so funny!!! that we went to 85 market eat, after eating actually liao liao and i meeting jess to rot de but when we reached her house she knock out le!! haizz... wasre our cab fare!! sianzz..
HAHA!!! i decided to quit my job le!!! u all know y? cos the management sux!!! until now i haven got my jan pay, they did pay us $300 b4 CNY but still got the rest haven pay somemore our feb pay coming lo dun know have to tuo how long lo, kns!!! really lo!!! my opinion is they handle stuff and make planning really cannot make it, see ar ppl work for them is bcos of money rite? if they nv give the pay on time where got ppl/worker wanna work for them and wanna wei them ren lao ren yuan!!! haizz... stupid company... aiya dun talk lei la!!! Anyway i quitting le la anyonme got part time job pls intro me kk!!! now waiting for poly and ite higher nitec!!! hope i gd luck la!!! and i opening chalet on march 7,8,9 anyone wanna come pls contact me!! kk!!! lastly love la my darling!!! muack!!!

wow!!! alot of things shong le yi kou qi!!! HAO SHUANG AR!!!

2007-02-08T05:58:00.000-08:00

Haha!!! now my feeling typing my blog and entries is shuang dao dao zha/ka bomb!!! lol!!! kena addicted by my baby darling le!!! anyway alot of prob pass few weeks and now ok le!!! after been thru so many ups and down think we have grown up by knowing alot of stuff and our r/s have becmoe stronger le!!! Think we can overcome prob le if got anything happened!! but chio chio!!! haha!!! now everything is fine and we r still so loving and i promised wanna start anew to find back the feeling we had last time, so sweet so memorable!!! i promised!!!

Ohhya!!! btw V day's coming WooHoo!!!! hope/wish everyone enjoy and couples as well including me and my adorable baby girl as well. baby i told u i'm gonna make this V day a memorable 1 and i trying my best kk!! as it is yours and mine 1st V day celebrating with each other!!! Hope on that day u will feel happy and surprised ba!!! cos all of this i use alot of time etc to prepare just for u de!!! hope u like yr papaya on that day kk haha!!! jk la!!!
Today go school graduation ceremony as so many ppl ar wearing formal and me as well haha!!! wow time really fly fast, its sound very scary rite? than at the auditorium the principal talking i fell asleep haha!!! Shaun, Mak and Me knock out haha!!! than after the ceremony there's buffet out side ma than our school like just 7th mth like that everyone like yao gor gui lo!!! like nv eat b4 like that haha!!! than my frens and i see le sian than we go take our cert first and goodies bag haha!!! after that eat le shaun, kangzheng, kumfai and me go PS/town walk walk lo. than i soon bian do my stuff lo!!! haha!!! (Private and Confidential) than kangzheng not feeling well than he go home first!!! than awhile more we all go off le than i go my grangma house eat dinner lo than go home le haha!!! OOhh ya i saw ling, suyu and joe in school they say see me this sat on shiyun's birthday and so happy to have so many frens around and my darling too thx for always there for me!!! And will appreciate every little single care for me de!! heex!!! hope to see yr can lan de xiao rong!!! love ya and miss ya alots!!!!

complicating (alot of things)

2007-02-02T08:55:00.000-08:00

Alot of things happen to me, but evenry prob i tell myself to yong gan de mian dui... btw i this few weeks keep on working and make planning for my big day which is V day!!! but i realise we always have small prob but glad we talk and solve it le. After we been through so many ups and down, izzit so hard for us to yi ren tui yi bu? cos i just feel that everytime one of us lost things there will have prob or qurral between us!!! And sorry i lost the gui gui as it lead us to some bad omen that things will happened between us!!! anyway i wish we can solve the prob together and lets not run away from it!!! Sorry for wat i have said, and i'm not angry of anything i'm very claim and talking nicely le!!! so just cool down kk!!! heex!!! ling and suyu pls don't ask anything as i dun wan u 2 to think she's wrong or scold her or wat as this prob i admit we both also got wrong!!! anyway thx again baby take care love ya!!! i'm sick le, really happy that u have the thinking of wat u say to me!!! really appreciate that!!! anyway this matter i also got fault too!! sorry!!!

damm tired and shag!!! but happy too!!!

2007-01-18T06:17:00.000-08:00

So sorry to all the ppl that i so long nv update my blog le!!!! actually got few reason la, first is i lazy and very sian, second is i very tired cos i'm working at bouna vista moe building doing data transfer and etc!!! ya this few days got afew sparks with my darling sometimes i really feel that not to worked up de cos i scare she will be angry but if i dun say out she will not know wat am i thinking and i also yan bu xia my stomach!!! but its over le!!! everything is solve le, sorry darling for saying that i just wan u to know how i feel only and not trying to complain or wat!!! baby, rmb our promise when we got prob and all the stuff u promise me? i hope we both will rmb and keep our promised ba!!! bet I have already told u wat i wan to said le, hope u know and can ti liang and i also got fault!!! sorry baby!!!
Another thing i wanna say is my studies, my papa keep on ask me when can go poly etc and say he more worried than me althought is not he studying poly cos he wan me to go poly with my result!!! my gpa is 3.328 and my cca point is 0.2 so plus together is 3.528 i hope poly will accept me cos i really dun wan to disappoint my papa cos he age le i also wish i can full fill half of is his wish is i go poly lo!!!when poly rerollment open i will try my best to apply lo, and i have already defer my NS le haha defer 6mths only!!!
For my kimchi darling: baby sorry about past few days, actually our situation is the same in alot of way either in family, r/s and etc!!! but i hope we can both try to yi ren rang yi bu in anything we do!!! i dun mean to hurt u and make u angry de!!! we both the same cos if one of us dun say out our prob(if got) the other parties won't know de!!! so if u got prob can tell me and i will be yr side and lent u my ears haha!!! lol my ears. and my shoulder or we can solve it together lo!!! cos i just find our r/s from last time till now very special i bet i told u b4 rite? So i dun wan to lose it or give up on it easily bet u too ba!!! as long we solve it together, it will hold our r/s even better and nth can nan dao wo men, hope next time if got anything pls dun be angry or wad cos i will hope u will talk nicely and solve it together lo!!!( sorry to said that i just say out my opinion only)
Anyway i'm very happy being with ya, wat i have done for u i will nv regret and next time i will still sent u home no matter how late is it, like ytd and rmb wat i told u in bus 18? ya i'm serious and mean it as u know i kept my promised!!! haha think i shall stop here!!! i type out makes me shu fu le, sorry baby for those harsh words and i love ya and miss ya lots!!! bleah!!! da mu gua!!! heex!!!

Wa holiday liao!!!! woo!!! sui sui gu cia jui!!!! haha!!!

2006-12-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

WA!!! holiday liao song man!!! sorry guys for not update my blog for so long cos very busy!!!alot of things going on this days!!!!

I'm finding jobs on holiday but still no news yet as i going for alot of interviews already and spending my holiday with my darling haha!!!! alot of few things happened la!!! firstly, i wan to say i finally passed my basic thoery for my driving now booking advance thoery and learning how to drive maunal car at the same time!!!! last tue was my driving first lesson, wa my instructor sux man, starting he called me to practise turning the steering wheel and the gear etc!!! but the car not moving la than he say he go (yang shen) than he go sleep!!!wth!!! than i like 1 retarted in the car keep on turning the steering wheel like that!!! he woke up after 20min time than teached me how to start the car etc!!! so i at the carpark there practise mt U turn etc with my gear 1 speed!!! than he called me to stop the car and he go pee and buy food as he told me he haven eat lunch, after he came back he call me to drive to the road le while i was driving to the junction my instructor super slack i so afraid as there were so many car he still can beside my eat wanton mee sia!!! he bagus ar!!! than got 1 car very slow ma than i wanna overtake it than my insturctor call me dun act and stay behind the car infront!!!
while turning that time i more fed-up cos got few bangala at the road side doing some road work than see my car still can slowly walk they think is model cat walk ar, walk so slow lol!!! feel like go bang them sia!!! somemore so sway first lesson rain like siao very hard to see lo!!!!kk la have enough le la!!!
today is my 3rd month with my darling, so we going out and give each other surprise lo, so fast 3rd mth le so fast and time really fly fast. i really appreciate and cherish the times we had darling!!! oo ya tml is our christmas party at simei!!! wow!!! can't wait man!!! oo ya tue go buy stuff for the bbq on fri lo heex where darling mother lo!!!!
Everything in my life were gd and i'm xing man yo zu le and contented le!!! i dun wish anything just hope to be with my dear, to love her and share and give her everything i have!!!! darling no matter wad i will still choose u and be with u de!!! dun worry kk!!!haha i got 2 darling guess wad? is my mum and my dear!!! heex!!! my dear know about it too!!! haha!!! kk la will stop here ba!!! i hope all my frens are healthy and happy in their life!!!! take care!!!!

feeling and going thru all kind of emotions!!!

2006-11-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

Wow!!! time files fast man!!! i can i have grown up and learn alot!!! things that i think or understand are different from last time as my aunty for japan thought me alot of stuff like understanding, know wat is rite and wat is wrong and say sometimes things are beyond our control in this blog i'm going to write got all kind or emotions and feelings!!! haha!!!

Ok when should i start? hmmm.... oo ya on the 21th nov is my dear and mine our 2nd mth together as we had gone thru alot of feng feng yu yu till now, so i really appreciate and cherish it as i have learn alot from this r/s it helps me and change me by makes me more understand any prob like think b4 i do anything and like think about ppl difficultity from different direction from different angle!!! And i realised i really change alot from last time as i now willing to take ppl advised even thou they were nagging i also will listen and just take it as no harm and no offence lo!!! i hope and bet my the other half also have grown up and become more mature already i'm so happy that i have seen her change alot from last time i met her, hope she will think and understand everyone ku xin heex!!! (dear no offence kk!!) but i have to say that everything that i do is all because of u de!!! and willing to do anything for u!!! ;p

So on our 2nd mth i received a precious present from my dear, is was a bottle of cranes and a deathnote that is a little secret of us!!! than i did not have any present for dear so i decide that the dinner bill will on me to treat it as a 2nd mth present lo!!! haha!!! my brain work very fast rite? haha!!! act only la!!! we ate korean restuarant it was cheap as we took the set meal, after eating we took a bus home lo!!! but i'm really happy that day although it just a simple dinner!!!
Sat, we went to MOS but b4 that i afternoon went to dear house to rot and sleep!!! haha very shiok sia!!! dun know lei the more i sleep the more tired i am lo, but it was fun cos i took all her toys and play than she qi dao bao zha!!! but we nv do ah lum ah lum stuff so dun think too much haha!!! dinner we settle at her house by eating rice and cans soup lo, although very simple but i very happy to eat dinner with her just a simple 1 i also xin man yi zu le!!! we met xin, eddie, junwei, xiao wei, cheryl etc to go MOS lo!!! all i can say the enviroment there sux the music there like zhao sia mean out of tune, the songs there like funny funny 1 which i hear already makes me very headache ar and somemore about dear the stuff lo!!! bet she know wat is it la anyway bet she know wat to do le ba!!! than kenny and mob send xinhui, dear and cheryl home than the rest go have supper lo!!! i reached home around 5am in the morning ba!!! wa damm shag lo!!! than i can't sleep next day go meet des go play lan than is like i nv sleep for 1 day lo!!! haha!!! nvm small matter la!!! think i should stop here ba!!! dear, always loving u kk!!!! heex!!!!

Very busy!!!!!

2006-11-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

Wow!!!! time to update my blog le so long nv update my blog wanna rusty le!!! lol!!! this few days are all exam and test, gosh!!! super tired and also go out with my dear adorable baby, glad she's by my side whenever i need her!!!! So happy and pleased!!!

Actually also dun know wat to write about cos i too long nv update and consentrating on my exam somemore i forgot the past few weeks wat happened le!!!! just hope everythings was find and every single of my frens are safe and sound ba, doesn't really hope much beside these. Oo ya one more hope, is to see my dear everyday happy, safe and sound can le!!!
Hai!!! now i feel like i'm like multi religion got tua peh kong, soka, japanese buddishism!!! all this religion are all my relative all pull me go de!!! i feel very bug now as i dun know wat to do as they keep on to go to their service, feeling like going to drag to christian liao!!! actually i'm a free-thinker, i dun believe in any religious cos i kena bug by many ppl about this which makes me dun believe in any of them and sorry to sad to say la!!!!actually in my heart and mind have a principle, no matter wat religious ppl believes in? they believes with a kind heart and pleased can le!!! thats y i go alot of religious i just ah ga ah ga go and pray and listen only not really commited in it or wat!!! Maybe i still haven find the religious that can let me believes in ba or in another words maybe i haven meet my own god ba!!!!

lastly!!! i got a job already, work at airport wan!!! the person just called me and ask me whether i stilll wan to job at airport anot and ask me 20th go down do my aorport pass!!! Wow song ar!!! finally got job le after so many interview cos i go for alot of interview le all nv call!!!! kk la everyone reading my blog take care!!! and lastly dear, thx alot!!! heex!!! love ya lots!!!!

i'm contented

2006-10-29T05:12:00.000-08:00

wow!!! long time nv blog le!!! also dun know wat to write, anyway i just think of wat than write wat ba!!!
last tue, when fishing with dear and my ite's frens than i told dear about our problems and stuff that wat she should do and wat she should not, hope she really can understand how i feel and change for her own gd. In the evening met dear's mother go to some high class international buffet to eat!!! wow damm... shiok and nice!!!! bagus!!! after that i and dear rot than i sent her back home le!!!
Wed go to school as usual than meet dear at tam around evening time and she so adorable bring her small umbrella and her xiao gongong which i called it that lol!!! she brought pi dan congee for her dinner as she has gastic wind that i sent her home that time go give me 3 packet of ginseng tea i'm very happy and greatful to dear and i hope this kind of feelings will nv change and give care, concern and trust from both of us!!! thurs des organised a BBQ just for his gf and ask us along to make the BBQ not so boring etc!!! The ppl there were shaun, ziying, yongsheng, des, erica, my dear and me!!! We after school go home bath liao straight away chong to parkway giant to buy all the stuff cos the time was very short!!! Cos erica is very busy and got alot of tuition had to everyday studied for her coming 'O' levels exam!!! gd luck man!!! lol!!!
fri, after school go home le straight away go for interview around river valley that i meet dear they all at esplanade roof terrace and we were playing tai di lol!!!omg haha!!! than dear and i went to marina square to eat Bk than we rush down to airport to sees my sis as she is going to thailand with her school!!!! after sending my sis dear and i went to airport viewing mall to see planes taking off and landing!!! we rot and slack there quirte long until dear told me that she met carol for chatting at bedok inter mac so i accompany her till carol comes than i go off le!!! i really can't sleep cos i was worried about dear safetyat last i buay tahan and doze off around 3 plus than suddenly dear sms me say she reached home le i looked at the time it was 5.30am that night make me didn't sleep well!!!!
Sat, morning went to teach my discipline basketball haha!!! i intend to pass/teached him all my skills and technics!!! after that around 3plus went to dear house wow!!! she was so nice that she cook mian xian for me to eat as she told me not to eat too full so i called my aunty not to cooked my share for lunch haha!!! luckily nv eat than i ate dear de ai xin wu cen, after that we went to downtown to see the Mr and Ms ite wow, so many ppl and i'm glad that my best fren xueting got 1st runner up out of so many contender!!! i'm so proud of her as her best fren!!! after the things we rush down to DXO as we promised joel, but to our surprised he was not there? alot of stuff happened and althought dear got wrong which she scold her and nv listen to joel explaination joel also got wrong that althought its false alarm by his frens he should called and tell us that need to pay $18 and above 18 that can go in cos 1 of our fren jason is 17yr old and he is very piss off with us!!! i'm really felt very sorry for him man!!! after DXO we went to bedok 85 market to eat ba chor mee, lol!!! hong's favourite!!! after that we chat awhile and go home le!!!
sun, damm sat i reached home around 5.10am and sleep around 5.30am at around 10am my uncle called and ask me to get ready to go his house teached his children studies as they got exam on mon i'm like wa damm.. tired and sian la!!! but wat to do i promised him b4 le!!! morning he brought me mac as breakfast and i teached his children studies until around 1 plus than i fall asleep till 4 plus than i rot there till dinner time and go home le!!! its was raining heavily but the wind very shiok lol!!! kk la till here le ba i abit tired as i anyhow blog ba!!! lastly to my dear: hope u rmb all the stuff that i have told u and try to improve in it got anything just tell me dun keep it insde yr heart!!! love ya lots!!!!

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2006-10-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

Lots of stuff to talk about but just to say first (no harm/no offence)!!!!
Alot of stuff to say recently, first: my studies, its getting harder cos got alot of project and assignment to do, the time is very short as its my last year liao!!!!! my gpa is 3.3 but to get into higher nitec 2nd yr or poly need 3.5 and above so this term i have to get at least 3.8 to get the average or 3.5 so its very stress for me as my dad keep on insist wan wan me to go poly!!!!!
Second: my family doesn't going very well alot of stuff that parents problems we as a children shouldn't interupt but parents should know their prob shouldn't affect us as their children too!!!!i have been the middle man of my parents kk la dun say much le!!!!!!
third: it's about my r/s, there is no trust among each other i mean thats wat i think, everythings happened i will not be the first one to know and not the first person that she called to console or share the prob. I dun knwo wat happened, i'm not angry, just that i feel myself is useless, can't even let my own gf trust me!!!! Alot of stuff happened among us, i wanna get the miss understanding cleared!!!! I asked myself have i done wrong anything or wat? but i can't find the ans, i myself wanna know the ans, i think alot and i myself think that i had not done anything wrong, ling and suyu pass a heavy responsibility to me to remind u wat is rite and wat is wrong and i accept it but the responsility is hard but i accept cos i believe i can change u and u can change because of me but things doesn't went well as wat i have expected, once the prob is cleard wat ever the outcome is i will not regret as i wanna know the ans i will pay for the outcome and be prepared for the worse... ytd is dear and i first month together although i'm happy as she come to my house to ate the breakfast i made and use alot of effort in it and also hope u will like my present as it contain my effort and sweat and thx for yr present too i like it very much but money cannot do much to a real r/s!!!! wat a r/s needs is care, concern and trust, from both side of the parties!!!! When the time come i will made myself cleared and solve the misunderstanding and prob of both of us!!!! I said to myself i dui de qi liang xing and wen xin wu qui ju hao le!!!!!! hope no harm and offence!!!!

hope everything is fine and back to normal!!!!!!

2006-10-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

school start lo!!!!!!!!! hooooooooooo!!!!!!! haha!!!! i abit ki siao liao haha!!! nvm back to bloggy ba!!! damn time really fly fast. where did i stop? oo ya!!! last friday i morning went fishing with des, kf and kangzheng. fish from morning 11am till around 7pm lo!!! starting we nv even caught a single fish but in the end we caught alot cos the tide is high that all the fish come and i found out that those fish is stupid cos so many rod and hook down there still can eat and in the end we caught almost around 100 fishes, my frens bring some back and i faster rush to meet my dear at dobay gault than we rush to chinatown to buy cheryl stuff than went to clarke quay to find her!!!! that time i was very tired and exhausted!!!! Sat, went to east coast with alot of ppl, than dear and i cycle the twin bike lo as its cheaper and also abit like gao lang man lo!!!! we ride till about 5pm, we return the bike and went to enjoyed and slack to relax as the breeze is very shiok!!!! after that dear and i went to meet jess, hong, xl, my sis and qingtian at the food village there!!!!after eating i wanna go home early and rest as i came out the whole day le but dear abit giddy so i carried her to the bus stop lo!!!! cos she's my dear!!! and hope she will understand!!!!(no harm). Sun, morning go chant with my anuty, i learn alot of things from her and she told me about alot of things, i heard le very touched and i find that i should share with alot of ppl, she told me do everything must do with my heart and sincerity and said watever stuff or problems must use a budda heart to forgive ppl and understand ppl!!!! and if everything i do within my heart ppl around will see and know than i will did a gd deed in my life!!!! and this things and words will always in my life and nv goes but first i have to overcome myself first do i have the kind heart as she does to forgive ppl anot, i dun know but i'm willing to give it a try and i mean it!!!! not NATO!!!! than at night got afew misunderstood with dear and she is angry with me, but now ok le!!!! cos we both know our wrong le, and i will rmb my aunty's phase when ever i go cos i believe this kind of action and attitude will lead me towards sucess one day!!!! today i went to school, i was late and i have an exam carry on but i manage to do most of the qns. than i sms dear few times and will predict she will not reply me le!!!! but i also dun wan to bug her much, cos i know her well as she will feel very fan the thats y i just done my part lo!!!! today after school at 3pm than i went to do stuff for sat to give my dear, as i dun expect anything than i go slack with des we talk than went to see ppl play bb ball lo!!!! when i reached home dear sms me, i was so pleased and surprised at least i know she is save and sound!!!! thx all kind of god!!!!! hope sat will be me and my dear de tian xia ba!!!!wahahahaha!!!!

wow!!!! time really fly fast!!!!

2006-10-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!!! time u update again!!! haizz.... school reopening soon, so fast and i have relax and play enough lei haha!!! guess if school start le i will be still in holiday mood de.... kk la back to proper stuff ba....

Mon, i afternoon went to meet joel and xin at parkway and actually we wanted to go east coast and relax cos the breeze there very relaxing and shiok!!!! but dear got something on so she can't come so i waited 1hr+ for the prince and princess to reached and we slack till dear finish her stuff and we plan to met at bedok inter to take bus to nigel's/Monkey chalet!!!haha!!! so i stayed at the chalet for 2 days which is mon and tue cos very sian no bbq somemore cos things cock up last min so no bbq haizz.... first time i come chalet no bbq de lo!!!! But the interesting things is we can get to see ah gua and xl was like so excited like nv see b4 like that haha!!!! sorry xl for saying u.... tue dear waited for me to pack up and leave the chalet with me, thx!!!! than we went home le!!!!
Wed, morning meet dear at her outlet to get her stuff done and she need to go orchard to pass up her timesheet and somemore i got appointment with some company about job thingy!!! so i only sent her to raffles than she go herself lo!!!after the appointment i meet des and kf to go rot and slack as i long time nv go out with them le since holiday, than we went to play abit of arcade at PS and we go eat, after eating i and des took mrt home le!!!
today was thurs, wa i now typing blog very tired sia i morning go interview for staff assistant at giant, than went to penisula to find stuff for my basketball things, after i reached home went to play basketball till 11pm wa i now damn tired!!!! tml going to go fishing with des they all haha!!!! can train my paitent and skill to catch fish lo!!!! kk la will end now i wanna call my dear and talk to her le!!!! haha!!!! gd nite!!!!!!!!

haizz.... stress!!!!!!

2006-10-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

damm... sian lei in life, lots of stress, problem, etc.... but bo bian this is human nature back to update le la!!!!
wed, i went sentosa with alot of ppl as usual than go there play , sun tan, swimming, etc lo!!! than at night we went to esplanade eat lo than i sent my dear home le!!!
thurs, morning go pick dear to eat at bedok inter than sent her to work. after that meet joel, terence, and xin at far east eat bk and chicken rice lo!!!after that joel and me went to pass xin and dear worked time sheet and negotiate about their work outlet and help them to request of town area and wanna help them get terminated at the same time after that than same old thingy again we go slack, rot and play arcade till around 7+ we went to eat dinner and go home already!!!
fri, i went to amk slack myself and around evening time i go meet dear, joel and xin at esplanade and slack than we go marina food court eat than slack at merlion there take pics and chit chat lo!!! after that dear and i went to her previous work place "mama afica" to drink lo!!! than we walked to park lane and took a bus home reached home around 2 ba!!!
sat, xl birthday aftrernoon meet joel, xin and dear at my dad's coffeeshop eat than meet hong at bugis arcade cos her at there see ppl play max tune!!! wa damm alot of ppl lo!!!! we slack till around 6plus than go city hall meet xl and wait for jess at cine kfc while we were eating there, after jess came we went to "the one ktv" to sing and drink liquor. jason came to meet us at around 11+ to 12 than we went to mac and eat lo than all of them came my house slack and drink till morning!!!! wa my dad saw but he also LL lo i think so lol!!!!!than morning all go home lo!!!

I myself feel that i have alot stress lei dun know is i give myself stress or ppl give me de!!!! haizz.... alot of stuff happening la, one more stupid thingy coming out some NATO ppl wanna fight with me!!!!HAHA!!!! so lame and sily if u can crack yr damm brain and think, we are teenager shouldn't solve problem using violence!!! haizz... nvm guess ppl from 17 converting to 18 must need times!!!! nvm wadever la!!! i rmb my dad told me b4 a person which is NATO or break their promised will nv succed in future or in the economy!!! ya wadever, i just wanna stop this stupid thingy now, i make myself cleared!!!! full stop!!!!! and if i'm in a wrong i will say sorry automatically if i dun think that i won't do it!!! kk la end here ba!!! hong u dun big mouth again!!! and make comments!!!! lol!!!HAHA!!!! jk la!!!!

hope this feeling can nv go away!!!!!!!!

2006-10-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

haizz.... back to update my bloggy le, so long nv update also dun know wat to say or i say till where le!!!!! lol!!!!!!!
So where was i? oo... ok!!!! start from last sat ba, morning when to have breakfast with joel, xin and dear, than afternoon i when to my dad's coffeeshop work till at night for sat and sun!!!!!than dear and joel they all at night come my dad's coffeeshop eat dinner lo as pong chang ma!!!! they come than i give them discount lo cos i RMS ma lol!!!! only ppl on that day know wat is RMS lol!!!! jk la!!!! than at night go eat supper with my uncle lo than he sent me home.
Sun, alot of stuff cock up as actually morning wanna go pray my grandfather de than morning i woke up at 7am as we have to reached there by 8am than i bath le while i was going to left the house my uncle called me and said sorry mistake le it was afternoon 2pm than i was like wtf cos i sat night reached home around 2plus ma!!!! than i took of my shoes than i went to sleep as i discover my jeans was missing and inside got dear memory card inside when i ran to the kitchen, i saw my jean was wet and hanging at the tek ko to dry liao than the memory card was wet. starting i try the memory got error than i was thinking of get dear a new wan cos i thought was spoil, after awhile i took a hair dryer to blow at it than can le!!!! so heng and phew!!!!! than cos of this 2 things happened in the morning makes me can't sleep le, so suddenly this things came across my mind that i promised dear to burn a cd of songs to represent a appreciation and the feelings of myself to her!!!! it took me the whole morning to do it, after that i when to sleep le than woke up at 11.30am than reached my dad's coffeshop at around 12.30pm!!!! haizz... hand got scalded as i take those ci char thingy la!!! but nvm i can tank!!! lol!!! so as usual at night after work go eat supper but b4 that jason come find me lol!!! we sat down and talk cock lo!!!
mon, when to have doubt date with dear and joel they all lo!!! we when to eat at swensen than watch movie entitle miami vice lo!!! watch till around 8pm than go chinatown dear wanna buy stuff for wed sentosa lo!!!! than at there eat after eating they all went home than dear and i went to clarke quay to slack and rott lo, till around 2am!!! damm angry lo got one ti ko peh keep looking at dear skirt!!! somemore 1 old ah peh lei!!!! walk pass us 3 times lo, f***ing old man!!!! i could have go there and give him BANKAI!!!! imagine i fight with him and clothesline him down to the river lol!!! today jess jio me and hong go eat swensen than she goes off at 5 plus as she got to work at 6pm than joel, xin and jason come to swenden find us than go go eat cafe cartel than go play arcade lo!!!!! till around 9pm than i and hong take bus home!!!!!

Dear.... that day at clake quay rmb wat i told u, and thx for trusting me and told me about how u feel and yr feelings!!!! rmb not to hide anything inside yr heart kk i will be always there for u de!!!! hope u really happy and feel pleased with me, and i really treasure and cherish the days and time we had!!!! every days, hours, mins, secs too!!!! loves u lots!!!!

WeI Ni ShI ZhI De De

2006-09-27T21:06:00.001-07:00

yoz.... everyone time to update my blog already, hope all the ppl reading blog will be save and sound!!!!!
ok back to blog le, monday went to drink with jess and hong than after that nick meet up with us we order alot of things to eat as we were very hungry, the worst things is when nick left first, he forgot to pay the bill than terence and i not enough money as we both add up only got 110bucks the bill was almost 200 bucks!!!!! holy shit!!!! than jess took out the allowance that her dad gave to her mum wan to pay for us first than clam from nick lo!!! after that we took taxi home le!!!!
tuesday, morning.... went to suntec in the morning with terence and alvin to play some car game maximum tune, cos terence wanna make his car hp 815 he wanna act!!! lol!!!! after that he and i took taxi to meet my dear at tam sport hall as she playing badminton with her frens which is my fren also lo cos i know too haha!!!!! than went to eat long john, waa damm hungry sia lol!!!!than i piggy bag dear and walk to her house there the CC to renew her stuff and walk bag to the fruit playground and slack and rot there to talk and chit chat, after that she was so nice that wanna accompany me to eat dinner as my dad as me to eat my dinner outside myself so she recommend to go bedok inter eat lo. after eating we went strolling and gao lang man at the say time, haha thats wat my dear always say i learn it from her de lol!!!!!! that i sent her home after stroll, piggy bag her to the bus stop to take bus than piggy bag her to her house lo!!!! gosh guess she had grown fat le ba haha!!!! jk la!!!
wed, meet her in the morning as we going to sentosa with alot of ppl lo, got around 10 ppl going ba!!! we had alot of fun lo, this sentosa not as fun as the previous one but nvm i still happy cos got my dear around!!!! haizz... didn't get to take alot of pics with dear i mean only both of us only cos her camera no batt but suan le still got alot of chance de!!! very funny she like quite shy taking the photo time dun say too much la only the ppl there know can le!!!! anyway i'm her boyfren wat also not who heex... but i also respect her decision lo she dun like i won't force or wat de!!! after that all of us when to had our dinner at marina squre everyone like very hungry sia, than we went to esplanade rot and slack lo till around 9.30 i sent my dear home le.... really hope all of us had alot of fun and great time there!!!!

To dear: sorry dear about the stuff it's my fault but wat is over its over kk!!! and next time got anything must feel free to tell me kk i will be there to help u and understand u de, if u keep everything inside i will keep on think wats wrong with u and anyhow guess de!!!! and hope u really can understand me as well, we bi ci hu xiang cian jiu kk!!!i say these things hope u dun angry and no harm k.... i wanna tell u i'm very happy when i'm with u and hope u too, about my backache dun have to worry de will take care myself de as wei ni zuo she muo shi qing dou shi zhi de de!!!! love u lots!!!!

wow lots of stuff to talk about

2006-09-24T19:19:00.000-07:00

yoz.... everyone how's life? ya last wed was my birthday day i got present for my dear on that day it was a bookled of our zuan ji which made by her my herself!!!! thx alot my dear!!!! cos no one had ever made a birthday gift by their own hands, so i really appreciate it.REALLY!!!!! So after that, next day i didn't go to school as we played till so late than friday i feel that i got cold and my throat was burn by those chivas and tequila!!!! and firday night i went for some yellow ribbon thingy which teaches us how to forgive those ppl that commited crimes ppl and gave them a second chance and the place was very cold so after the things i when back home after eating with my frens/buddies. Go home straight away go bath dum 2 panadol and sleep le!!! wwwooooo damm cold sia!!! suay tahan!!!
Sat afternoon meet dear to go buy present for her's frens birthday, we went to lot 1 to buy the present wow sit bus sit till my ass numb ar, after brought the present we went to orchard to change hong present which is a zippo lighter, actually nothing wrong only the zippo suck the gas very fast thats y no gas!!!! hai... rang wo men bai pao yi tang haha!!! but nvm la!!! than we went to eat chicken rice, dear eat chicken rice and i eat fishballs noodles and lickily dear tell me not to eat cos i got abit cough. thx dear!!! Than she come my house to wait for me to pack bag and bath, my dad was at home luckily he nv say anything haha so heng!!!! we took a cab to her fren chalet, when we reached there there was alot of ppl bet i'm gonna meet alot of ppl and frens. As i reached there i shake hand with there the ppl and intro myself, we took alot of pic and talk alot of jokes and stuff, till night i went strolling with my darling than i piggy bag her and walk to the park, till morning we meet jess than we go home at around 7 in the morning like that as dear got work at 12, i wanna sent her home early so she can sleep more to have jing shen to work later. after that i went home to sleep lo!!! haizz... kena cold again!!! than at night go pick dear fang gong than go esplanade gao lang man haha!!!! say until like that lol!!!! that around 11 we took bus to go home, as i did not sent dear home cos she say no need as i keep sneezing and not feeling well. once i reached home i go bath dum 2 panadol sleep le!!!ZZZzzzzz!!!!!!!

Dear this a for u!!!!! thx alot that u put in so much effort and time to make the present/ zuan ji for me i really love it and appreciate it!!!! annd sorry to make u to stay with me to acompany jess cos she mood down, and make i nv sleep for the whole night!!!! and ytd nv sent u home, sorry to make i 1 person to go home cos so late le!!!! hope u dun guai wo!!! really so happy to be with u and at the esplanade as u hugged me so hard as u say wanna zua zhe wo bu fang, nvm u dun zua zhe wo bu fang wo ye hui zua zhe ni bu fang de!!!! haha!!! so rou ma rite? but wat to do its my zheng xin hua wat!!!! rmb i promised u something? my birthday wished?, haha, i won't forget de!!!! cannot tell ppl here, next time we go gao lang man i tell u kk!!!! PROMISED!!!!heex!!!! kk miss ya deep deep and loves u lot!!!!!!!

WoW so happy on my birthday!!!!!

2006-09-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

My birthday was ytd on 20th sep, we went to zouk to celebrate terence and my birthday. So happy that most of my best frens and buddies turn up, ya hope most of us had a great time there especially me and my dear haha!!!!i went dancing with shuan, jess xl and my dear and i drank alot and pure chivas until i busy tahan ar lol, the person that turns up for zouk party got xueting, devin, jess, terence, george, xianglong, shaun, desmond, kang zheng, my dear (vanessa) ands me!!!! shuan, des and kz left at around 12+1 ba than we continue drank till 4+lo i reached home around 5 ba after i sent my dear home!!!! than i read the zuan ji that my dear made it for me wan and i can see that she put in alot of effort just to do this. For my dear: i really like that present and the jiao dai u gave me and i will cherish it as much i cherish u!!!! it sounds abit rou ma la but i really type it with my heart!!!! take care and really hope u happy that night, and hope u like my creative that i said to u!!! kk!!! miss ya lots!!!!

time really pass fast!!!! heex!!!!

2006-09-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

Wow time really pass very fast ever since i last update my blog!!!!! let's start from last friday, i went to far east buy stuff with my VIP for our one our happy 3 bros birthday i spent quite lot of $$ that day as we brought stuff for hong than eat, and went to esplanade after that cos actually wanna catch a movie wan but the timing was not rite so we went esplanade than happened to walk pass hageen das so i ask dear whether wanna eat anot and i treat, at first she stun than she agree cos i long long treat her yi dun how de ba!!!! than slack at outside esplanade and talk and stuff sort of gao lang man and after that piggy bag her as i know she'd tired after her work le!!!! than we went home.
Saturday, morning went wif my mum and her fren to eat than he treat me eat ajisen ramen as my birthday is coming and alot of stuff to talk about la and he wanna buy me a phone of my birthday and gave me $100 to spent so i think off my dear as i ask her wanna watched movie anot as we did not get to watch on friday so i at night brought a ticket and go pick her at paya lebar and watch movie. we watched "THE HOST" the movie was quite nice and abit horror!!! after movie we went strolling as we walk to her house!!!!!
Sunday, morning my mum told me that her fren wanna treat us K-box and ask me to called my dear along so at first i said think she busy than my mum ask me to ask her than to my surprised she agreed to go so we went to pick her up at city plaza at night than go k-box sing... till night i sent her home lo as the uncle gave me $20 to talk taxi home as he gonna move first... so to my surprised again, my dear mei nu's mum called me to find her. That night in my heart really think and hope she dun get scolding from her mum or wat!!!!! I told her mum that i am sending her home already to make her mum dun feel so worried about her lo!!!! i really enjoyed the 3 days going out and appreciates the time that i had with u!!! really hope u enjoyed yr time wif me too!!!!

Actually i enjoyed every single time wif ya!!! today is tuesday around 12.19am midnight!!! when i writing this blog i really feel mood down, sian and confused, cos my VIP mood down too, i also dun know wat happened hope she can be happy and cooled down soon!!!! haizz... k la i go sleep le dun forget kk my birthday coming this wed le!!!! ZZZzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!

long time no update lo!!!!!!!

2006-09-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

damm gonna write my blog le so long nv update le later SOMEONE wanna tagged my blog say i nv update le haha!!!!! jk la!!!! kk last fri went geylang eat with my VIP after fetching her knock off from chua cho kang, we eat min hun kway at the frog leg there when i always eat lo!!!! toh and hong should know ba!!! than stroll at her house there b4 sending her home lo!!! sat when to my dear church dinner, the 3 bros wear so formal like big boss like that than we even make alot of frens there and played games, eat, chat and alot of laughter to know each other birthday lo!!! after that went to eat bak chor mee with hong and stroll with my dear too 2am and piggy bag her lo from 1 place to another and take taxo home haha!!!! had lots of fun la that day!!!!! mon meet hong, blackie and jess lo after my school cos blackie say wanna treat us ma in the end he pang seh bloody hell than we walk from tam inter to their house there saw my dear!!! wa so qiao lo!!!! tue meet dear, xin hui and joel to orchard, cos she say wait she feel uneasy between them than call me come lo!!! i ask her izzit call me to help her to not so gang ka between them only? than she said ya that is 1 of that than she say out a few reason lo haha!!!! so adorable lol!!!!today i stayed at school do project than saw dear in school so meet her for dinner lo than went strolling b4 sending her home!!!! b4 that i asked her say everyday see me won't sian meh? she say won't, and she as me too i said won't too!!!!lol!!!!

U are the VIP in my heart, hope u think the same way as me ba!!!! i did enjoyed, appreciate and cherish every sec, every min, every hour, every day, every month with u, as i said to u b4 while we were strolling in the park!!!! the pass is nth to me now as i have put it all down after carrying for so long le!!!! willing to do lot of things and stuff just for u and yea me birthday is coming!!!! gosh!!! can't wait to go celebrate with u and others to zouk!!!! and had dinner at the restuarant u celebrate with yr mama lol!!! bet gonna have alot of fun that day and on carol's birthday, cos can meet alot of yr frens and make frens with them haha!!!! 6 more days to me big day. WOOHOO!!!!!! can't wait man!!!!!!!!!!

wats i think (no harm)

2006-09-09T00:33:00.000-07:00

haizz..... so much project and assignment recently!!!! and so happy and pleased to see my adorable mei nu lo, and can sent her home and see her reached home safely i very pleased and happy le!!!!! i know alot of ppl maybe think i very dao or wadever la but only the person around me and knows me well can le i dun need other ppl comment alot de, i'm so happy to see my love one and best frens so safe and sound and happy whenever i go out with them so really have to thx heaven/god/watever god to give me so many frens and care one around me, i really appreciate it REALLY!!!! i think u all may sound stupid la but thats wats i think lo!!!!

think the ppl around me knows how i'm de so no need to sabo me or wat de!!!!! haha lets say if la.... and i will cherish wats infront of me and any other chance towards my future!!!!!! those wats happened in my past i will forgive and forget them ba, and must look forward cos think back also no point only can take it as a memories lo or take it as it just a dream ba!!!! so all i wanna tell all the ppl around me is "FORGIVE YR ENERMY BUT NV FORGET THEIR NAMES!!! haha no la kidding la but especially my ang moh bros gorge must tell him to forget the past and look forward lo!!! hong u too haha!!! everyone too!!!!!

So pleased and happy!!!!!!!!

2006-09-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

Ooo..... back to update my blog again haha!!!!! the pass few days really quite alot of things taking place and quite busy also and tired but i'm still happy cos i see me dear adorable mei nu wahaha!!!! ok get back to wat i have done for this week ba.

Monday i went to medical check up with desmond, shuan and kun fai. when we reached there i saw george and his frens also taking their medical check up, the most scary wan is the blood test, bloody hell the person pok so deep and talking cock woth me trying to distract me attention but useless also and lastly we go for the body check up must check our (toot)**** de haha!!!! i kena qns by the checker there cos my check up got problem but i anyhow say and keng also kena pes A sian diao!!!!! pes A is those go chong and training shiong de!!!! than after that went to eat and go home. after i reached home i took a rest and 5pm go meet me dear haha!!!! we go walk walk at bugis and she brought a bag so big can put alot of stuff haha!!!! than we went to suntec and find things walk walk and go the sky garden chat lo than we went to meet jess at airport to see plane and rot there than we sent vanessa home after that. The most shock things is i saw the girl which i like/love alot from sec 2 till this year before i meet van but the shock and nervous didn't last long cos i know who i really wanna be with now and i'm 100% sure of that!!!!! tuesday i went to pick my dear up after playing badminton and eat dinner with des, than sent her home after we went strolling at tam!!!!Wednesday des called erica out to play badminton and so i also call my dear, we went to had our lunch at LJS!!!!! than we walk together to erica tution place and rot with my dear at park to talk our stuff and dirty little secret lo than still the same reason as i sent her home also la haha so loso rite but nvm hack care haha!!!!!!today nth much to talk about lol!!!!

i looking forward to this sat dinner and my birthday go zouk haha!!!!! and must let someone know that she will be the only one in my heart!!!! hope she can be happy and happier everyday than i also happy le kk!!!! take care!!!!!

feeling tired but still can tahan haha!!!!!

2006-09-02T10:58:00.000-07:00

Talking about friday stuff, afternoon meet des, kf and shaun at east point (simei) than around 4pm we split and went to buy stuff for our bbq at east coast park. shaun and me went to my dad's coffee shop to take satay than we slack there abit and drink water as it is free!!!!! lol!!!! than we went to catch bus no.2 to paya lebar and take bus no.135 to parkway parade, in the mean time i smsing my adorable mei nu where were she as she was going to the bbq as i ask her to, and also trying to help des as he called a girl which name erica to go. haizz... its a long story la tell u slowly in the next para!!!!!

This girl erica is we know in the bus de which my fren di siao me de, the girl was sitting in front of me than des di siao me and say wat my name is gy and i wan her no. and ask her serveral times b4 she gave her no. to us lo!!! in the first place she ignore de than she give lo des thought i will take my phone to give her type her hp no. in the end i nv tha des bo bian take his hp take down lo!!!! than keep on di siao her and sms her in the end he deserved it that the girl like his haha!!!! wanna make me in the end kena himself lol.... ok back to blog liao, as he told erica that got girls come to the bbq lo so ask me ask van whether she got come anot lo in another words i also wan van come la haha!!!!! we had alot of fun lo playing cards, talking rubbish, playing true or dare as only got dare lo!!!! tha erica request des go cycle with her than we disturbed and sing the song tian mimi haha damm funny!!!! ai ya gd luck to him la, than i sent van home around 1am+ than i stay at east coast till morning 8am, 9 reached home lo. sleep till 3 go to orchard meet li ting and van, along the way saw jason so ask him join us along lo!!!!

We went alot of places lo cine, herren, far east plaza marina aquare and esplanade!!!! after that we took mrt to tam, than van say wanna walk home so i go wif her to the playground and chit chat alot of stuff than i sent van home le i go home le!!!!!

really hope u can overcome yr problem and also have the helped from me!!!! rmb my request wor dun forget kk u promised le!!!! heex!!!!!

blog blog blog!!!!!

2006-08-31T09:38:00.000-07:00

wa damm.... this few days keep raining, can say shiok also can say sian la shiok is sleep power can sleep until dun know where sian wan is wanna go out hard, cos will kena rain water lol!!!!! anyway starting to talk about tuesday, i after school go pick van after school than go pasa malam meet jess and my sis at bedok inter than went to airport slack till i no bus go home and need call my mum for help come fetch me home somemore i pork liao lo!!!!! bo lui!!!! lol.

Today is teacher's day eve, morning i meet jess, vanessa, terence, haresh, nithiya at mac near our sec school than go school together to see mrs mcgrath.... haha!!!! the whole place is very crowded with ex students and see lot of exclassmates also, after that i was planning to go interview, guess is not my day as they told me the job has been taken so bo bian gonna find again lo!!!! than go meet van and my sis after that and went far east plaza awhile walk walk go home le lo by taking 65. than i sent van home than i go home lo!!! anyway thx van.... for the present!!!!!

tml going to bbq sui la!!!! looking forward to tat cos bet gonna have alot of fun!!!!!tired liao bb haha!!!!

gosh gonna save money liao!!!!!!

2006-08-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

yozzzz!!!!! everyone time to update my bloggy le!!!! i miss u so much my bloggy!!!! haha Eeeee so gay, aiya talking cock la back to proper things la. haizz.... whole weekdays study, lo nothing much stil like that lo everyday study till 5 so tired but wat to do tahan abit lo cos graduate soon ba left 2-3 mth to go only gosh gonna buck up le cos i everyday slack in school but also got listen la as i got my gpa 3.3 if 3.5 can go higher nitec second year or go poly ma so i must not let my dad look down on my cos he everyday nagged at me i very pek chek also!!!!!

saturday i when to pick my adorable mei nu knock off we went to fengshan there the 85 market eat haha in order to promise vanessa to help her become fat i order alot of stuff for both of us to eat, got frog leg, carrot cake, chicken wings, otah and sugar cane. i ownself eat extra bar chor mee after that haha !!!! after eating we when strolling and walk to tanah merah to take bus 31 to van's house there nearby bus stop lo since the night is still young so we intend to slack at the park there and talk lo, we had alot of laughter, jokes and zhen xin hua to talk lo!!! after her mum called her than we walk to her house le!!!! gosh her mum saw me haha, but nvm la i also won't pai seh or wat de, sent her home doesn't commit any crime de haha!!!! today who day rotting at home ar, damm sian no money cannot go out haha, need to find job fast if not i will really pork like my pig lo!!!! oo ya btw i need to thx my adorable mei nu help me sew my pig really thx alot!!!! and miss u deep deep.... heex!!!! cheers!!!!

outing again pork soon

2006-08-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

last friday, i went out to orchard wif alot of ppl like frens and makes around knowing each other. got jess, xin, hui, cheryl, vanessa, terence, joel, wei hao and me lo!!!!!!!! went to the one ktv cos more cheaper and wu hua lo. after that we went to play pool after pool we all are starving liao so went to BK and eat wa i that time so hungry i ate bk big fish meal and plus 1 bk big fish burger. after eating we took midnight bus home le can say that time quite fun la!!!!!!!! should organise more outing le everytime haha!!!!!!!

sunday, bloody hell my fren early in the morning called me and ask me go to east coast ride bike and skate rollerblade, gosh once he called me i can't sleep anymore damm sian lo!!!! ya in the afternoon we met and had our lunch than we go rent bike to cycle, after awhile or cycling i wanted to try blading as i wanted to learn and refresh my mind as i learn it b4 i wanted to learn already and promised someone i wanna teach her ma after i learn so i learn lo, damm the rollerblade stinks after i wore it i kept almost fall which i didn't as my body is full of armour to protect me from injured la but i forgot to wear the elbow wan so when i saw my fren was falling i surpport him and i fall myself as my elbow hit the ground, gosh damm f***ing pain la. so after awhile my frens gave up roller blade and they wanted to change back to bike aiyo!!!!!! they so ma fun i still stick on to blade lo cos i wan to master it ma. this is call determination and perserverance and endurance!!!!!! haha step yi ge!!!!!!

today, during break time i saw joel and we chat awhile as we were meeting to go see movie together with vanessa and xinhui lo!!!! after my school, err actualy i pong abit la haha!!!!! ya let's continue, i meet vanessa at mrt than meet joel and xinhui at marina square as we going to watched the movie (click) ok the show was not bad, funny lame, laughter sad and etc la!!!!!! after the movie we went for dinner and went to esplanade slack after that till 9 than we go home le!!!!! i sent vanessa home b4 i go home lo!!!!!! the end, full stop.

cool outing and times

2006-08-16T09:40:00.000-07:00

Say Say Say!!!!!!!!!! back again nigger, punk, skin head and etc.... haha jk la, as back to update my bloggy again.

Monday after my school, i went to meet joel and xin hui at east coast with vanessa as i meet her at tampines interchange. After we reached there we go enjoyed the wind coming from the sea as we went to one bridge that is for fishing de. than i and vanessa decided to go shout to the sea as this is out yue ding and also wat i promised her lo!!!!! after that we were hunt for a market to eat over there but so suay i say until so accurate we walk wrongly so bo pian we walk back and intend to go marine parade mac to eat lo!!!!! in the distance to mac we piggy back vanessa and xin hui as one is leg step till lemon and become jelly le another 1 is shoes make untill leg pain so we piggy back till mac lo i was sweating liao siao lo but nvm the most funny thing is my hand shiver when i was eating my dinner.... after that i sent vanessa home lo!!!!!!!!

Wednesday haha got nafa damm long time nv do liao still so powerful/powderful lol only the sit and reach make me can't get gold the rest i did quite well..... after that my classmate wait together wif me wait for vanessa lo they funny la can joke around but they no motive de, dun worry. after that i sms vanessa say i wait for her lo after her tkd so i waited not too long and not too short also ba, as i went to play basketball in school to kill time lo.... play till 8 than i slack at the studium sleep till around 9.45 vanessa called me and we when to bedok inter eat our so called dinner/supper haha!!!!!!! we talk alot of stuff la and jokes lo than i sent her home le than i go home lo!!!!! simple, now i blogging also sleepy liao kk la i looking forward to this friday out la hope hong and toh can go ba!!!!!! lets hope, hope they can go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alots of frens, fun and happiness

2006-08-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

Say say say.......UfoooOOOOOOOOooooooo hardaaaaa gayyyyy!!!!! haha!!!! sorry just being crazy, aiya back to blog le la. thursday after school meet jason at town as i actually should be finsh my school at 5 but teacher didn't come so i reached town early around 2pm, b4 that i when to office also to return some stuff to them lo and really very pek chek keep on go office really sick of that place liao keep on go there just to pass some stupid things.ok lets go back, when i reached orchard as it's still early so i went to the library to sleep or took a nap, by rite vanessa was work there at watson as her first day work there lo!!!!!! so i walk pass waston to the library and i saw her standing, i just walk away as i dun wan to disturbed while she working ma.i met jess, my sis and jason after that while unexpected joel will call me the pass 3 days lo and ask me where i am, think he also bored ar waiting for his gf, btw i also in town the 3 days lo he very funny 3 days all call me haha, ivan also think we all very gum already lo just once got sentosa we all like frens which is communicating well liao.

Friday after meeting joel in the afternoon, we waited for xin hui and vanessa to finsh work so can go jess pub to drink, aiya lots of things happened la lazy to talk but i also feel happy lo.... we when rush clubbing after that and went home after that go home tio scolding by my dad he almost wanna play wwe with me lo lol!!!!!!!! sat go sent my adorable mei nu to work than go to office again omg!!!! sick of that place le...... so disappointed cos i cannot go watch the last fireworks wif joel, xin hui, vanessa and my sis etc!!!!!! cos i go eat some banquet thingy la very funny i was sitting wif aunties and uncles,ah pek and ah ma lol, drink beers wif uncles they still can call me cheers and onces the food is serve they chong and grab it i see i also lose my appetite already!!!!!after that i went to find vanessa they all eat supper after that we went home le!!!!!! haha!!!!!!

wonderful time!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

Tueday i did not go to school as we were going to sentosa to have fun its also a half say wat so dun care la!!!! altogether there is 10 ppl going to sentosa there's jess, cheryl, xin hui, my sis, vanessa, ivan, dorvan, jason,joel and me. so we meet and went to sentosa together as some of them go meet us there la, so as we reached there, everyone is so excited quickly change and jump into the sea haha!!!! we even played beach volleyball, and took alot of photos as i piggy bag someone haha, so light as someone said she was heavy hehe!!!! and because of a medicine we did do alot of stupid things like take cup take straw etc haha!!!! steal from 7 eleven de!!!!something bad happened la but dun talk about it le luckily nothing happened, anyway we had alot of fun after all, than we went to esplanade to see fireworks wow nice this year fireworks got abit creative la, we had our meal there and went home le!!!

wednesday, meet up go watch movie jess and xl pang seh!!!! we when to watch my super ex-girlfren as its so funny and lame la!!!!! who cares as long as laugh until happy can le. actually planing to watch see no evil de cos the timing not gd so we changed. after that we went kallang see fireworks, wow alots of ppl there man flooded( ren shan ren hai) than after watching the fireworks we when to geylang eat fog leg haha!!!! the same old usual place as i go ever since i was young, vanessa dun dare to eat so i ask her to try, hey she likes it, she say not bad haha than she being to like it. we went dhoby ghuat after eating our dinner and walk to busgis and slack at mc around there talking cock!!!! after that terence, my sis, vanessa and me took cab home!!!!! actually alot to talk la but i cut it short tml going to pub and drink, hope someone will like her meow meow that i gave it to her!!!!! may the meow meow bless her wif lots of joy and happiness!!!!!

sian, emergency and freedom day

2006-08-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

Today morning while i was in school, i received a call from my manager and he told me to go to his office around 5 to 5+ as he got something to tell me. So i was thinking, comfirm got problem wan if not will not wu yuan wu gu call me de!!!!!!! so after school went down to office at tanjiong pagar to my surprise when i reached there the manager called me out to have a comversation wif me and talk about all the craps la and shit la!!!! He said my sis and my sales is too little cos other promoters can sold 2 to 3 products in 1 day and i sold 1 product in 2 days which is sat n sun as it is my part time job, i only work on weekends!!!!!

So i arga arga know his motive already, so b4 he say he call me to quit the job or fired me i said to him that i very tired and stress wif my school thingy and think this job is not suitable for me, and he said his boss question him and said that we cannot sell much, wat to do? i still student ma, no experience i sell 1 products per week is consider very gd already lo as i nv become a sales promoter b4 and somemore the product so exp, $580 u all think singaporean will took out $580 just to buy the product? no rite? unless need to persude untill dehydrated. Somemore no discount lo..... nvm wadever as long i have been freedom le RMB IS I FIRED THE BOSS NOT HE FIRED ME!!!!!!!!

After that i walk out of the office and sms vanessa lo than just nice she finish her job thingy le and need my help so i went to find her and help her carry some of her job product thingy lo, when i reached there i saw her and her fren hui xin and she told me very heavy..... haha.... and say sun bian ma since i also at tanjiong pagar, and said wan help and emergency straight away got liao lol..... Well nvm la since i her bodyguard haha!!!!! we took mrt to tampines and take bus to her house and after that i went home le!!!!!!! ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz (sleep) hehe!!!!!

roasted pig liao haha!!!!

2006-08-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Coming back for my bloggy again lol... wa buay tahan alot of outing coming up man and previously few weeks b4 we keep going to sang song at orchard some ktv ba!!!! kk let's start the blogging. Wednesday met vanessa and her fren for dinner after jess, my sis and me went to our main office to pass up our timesheet for our working time and looking forward to get our pay on sat which is today!!!! after that we when to bugis and meet vanessa and her fren lo go my dad's coffee shop eat wa as u know is own ppl so is f.o.c lo!!!! wa tio lecture my uncles know i got a job as sales promoter than give me lecture as he was a top sales promoter b4 than he wan to pass me all his skill in order to help me to succeed in my job, althought it's challenging but it's too tired as my school schedule is too pack as i everyday study until 5 to 5 plus and more project is coming up etc etc!!!!! And this job needs alot of effort to put in to promote to customers and to persuade them to buy a $580 item to help cure eyesight or to prevent their degrees to increased. sometimes customers ask qns and didn't even think of buying than they either is sat thx u or will consider and nv come back lo, and i talk until dehydrated liao, i know this is to test my paient and determination la some customers is like that lo. aiya suan le la, will quit after my contract is over/reached. 1 mth nia cheap cheap nia!!!!!

yesterday friday, actually was planing to go watch movie de than sudden change of plans so we go singing again lo as i said b4 just now, actually xueting coming wan but her bf not feeling well so nvm lo acceptable ma lol!!!! friday after skool go home rest awhile got a sms than i bath already go out lo as i meet my adorable mei nu go out rot together lo to kill time cos she come out in the morning go home like bo hua lo so meeting her at toa payoh lo as i going to my work place to print the sales sheet for the week ma, when i reached there she got something on suddenly so i went gia gia myself lo drink liang teh and see alot of discount cheap cheap nia lo!!!! ps ar very loso rite? i bet hehe but nvm my blog wat. so when mei nu come liao we went to had our lunch oomi god fish soup with rice again haha so funny and adorable, than went bishan gia gia buy something to hook on to my hp lo got pig which choosen by someone say that this is wat we look like when we pork gai and another 1 is the (kuku bird) got light de haha every funny. Than went to marina square, suntec lo!!! lastly orchard oo mi god our both leg step on lemon le becoming lemon juice haha!!!!!

We meet jess, my sis and hong and went for lunch at food republic at wisma and everyone like feel like singing song so go lo!!!!! later slyvester which is jason come find us to join in the fun la!!!! when the bills comes all pork le, b4 that when strolling again haha this time someone keep her promised and rmb wor to bring photos haha!!!! i wanted to say thx for keeping yr promise hehe!!!!

Lastly jess's bf (nick) come find her and bring her go drink again oo mi god havoc again haha!!!! no la jk la. than we all take night bus M65 go home lo. sleep!!!!!haizz tis morning got work training sia, training while getting our pay also sian lo the compang deduct $50 from my pay for uniform and name tag as they say when we quit that time than refund our 50 bucks!!!!!sian lo somemore cheque also cannot use immediately still need bank in and wait haizz..... kk la talk till here ba still more to update on next tue and wed wow going to pork like dun know wat le recharging now hehe!!!!!!!

updating lo haha...

2006-07-31T02:44:00.000-07:00

Talk about last friday, jess my sis, vanessa, terence and me when to some singing place like K box but it's not K box la at orchard. we meet at taka than when to have our dinner by eating kfc lol.... than we went singing together, than after awhile went strolling with vanessa and we both exchange our pics lo and talk about problems lol so funny keep play toot and i scare i injured until her so seldom toot lo lol. we play till late night like about 1 plus than go home in the singing room we dance and drink omg, so many liqoar to drink and its free dun know 17 cups ar? than after that we take midnight bus 65 go home cos next day i got work mah so cannot stay too late heex........

Saturday and sunday i when to work, wa leg buay tahan ar like step until lemon very suan lol but nv i manage to entertain customers and promote my product, my job is $6/hr 12pm to 9pm commission $30 per set so i work for the 2 day i earn around $100+ ba if i not wrong heex...... very tired ar think gonna find other job liao my pattern is to walk around de lo cannot call me stand 9hrs at the booth there lo. like pub waiter or restuarant i dun lind think its not suitable for me i say until i dehydrated also no sales ppl just come and look at the device and ask qns and say err..... i will think about it or will come back later, haizz....

Sarurday i was poster to bedok to work than i saw this girl which is working for M1 she is also around our age or younger i guess as i nv bother to ask so much la, her job is to walk around singapore and restock M card and gives out flyers so she ask me whether i working for guardian anot lo than i say ya..... So till 6pm my manager come and fetch me to toa payoh and say there is a hot spot and tell me to not to waste time at bedok and transfer me to toa payoh i work untill 9pm and went home.

Sunday, morning as usual go to work and saw this M1 girl again omg she was also shock to see me again and she tell me thought i at bedok so i tell her la blar blar blar lo, sunday was my lucky day sold 2 device and a commission of 60 bucks WoooooooooHoooooooooooo hardddda gayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! lol i siao liao dun care me la, so we chart lo as i had no customer lo and i said to her that i wanna quit and find another job it was too tiring and i had no experience in sales lo than i say i got a sentosa job but still considering lo. So she ask me whether wanna work like her job anot for M1 as i can see her slacking all the way lo keep on smsing and talk no the phone. So i say see first la and she give me her no. and name say if i interested in the job than sms her lo!!!!!!!! after awhile she go to little india as her job is running around de ma!!!!!!! than i one person there keep talking and promoting my product lo till 9pm and tiredly go home sit no.8 bus and Zzzzzzzzzzz..............

relaxing outing

2006-07-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

yoz.... saturday i when to clark quay to slack with my happy 3 bros, jess, my sis(wanying), xianglong, jason and his fren. At first we intend to meet at clark quay for out dinner than we change our plan as we went to have our dinner at bugis so when we reached there i suggested to go bugis street eat as there is cheap as u know we need to budget control. Than after that we when to clark quay to walk around to view the scenery and the shop houses there as we were finding a place to settle down to drink a talk cock haha!!!!!!

So we found change 2 places cos there is too strict and check our IC lucky my brain was fast enough to use my e-zlink give them to see cos e-zlink nv put D.O.B haha!!!! terence and xl took out ic and they can't drink but we also tuo tuo drink la where got so stupid obey them de.... so some of us call things to eat than we change places to brewreck, wow there really big and lots of ppl there. As we sat down a order drinks and foods also again kena check ic haizz.... nowadays so strict damm..... so we order some alcohol, so terence and i ordered BBQ chicken set which has half chicken and some fries, wow is delicious really no joke than everyone share lo.... since when i become tapanyaki chef to cut the chicken for jess and vanessa haha...... jk la as i promise someone wan to help her become fat ma so must give her alot alot to eat heex.......

So only vanessa, jess and george can drink so we drink each other cup lo..... So i drink chare with vanessa as she cannot drink too much than after we drink awhile george begin to get high haha than he talking cock liao so jess scold him say can u stop your drunken act, and we all laugh haha!!!!!!!!! After awhile jason and his fren come and join us when we were playing true or there lol alot of fun things happened. We paid our bill after drinking oo mi god coughing out lots of money wtf!!!!! sian lor...... next time who bo lui pls dun go out ba i like that i buay tahan lei!!!!!!!

We took alot of pictures haizz bo pian too shuai le too many ppl wan to take from me haha..... jk la step yi ge.... vanessa and i when strolling and we talk alot of stuff lo and she pay me the rest of the balance le haha.... I bring the green beanie that syhe gave to me at my birthday in sec school to cheers her up haha.... hope it works ba, and one more thing the beanie nv laugh for so long but that time i press until it laugh lol but after that dun laugh again le.... we even shout across the river at clark quay, wooo... song.... promise her wan to bring her go east coast shout again haha i still rmb heex......(twist)

After that we went to find the rest and slack at the river side talk alot of stuff, listen to song and that jess very havoc sia wif xianglong. knn that xianglong kan ji tay song lo bloody hell..... haha jk la.....after awhile vanessa and i searching for toilet, we walk 1 big round lo in the end we went to a hotel to loo than at the hotel slack as we talk about how our parents know each other quite funny also when we talk about it. Than my mum called me and say wan to come and fetched me so we went to meet her at liang court and her fren sent my frens home so they no need sit taxi as we all pork liao lol.....

Then when we meet my mother that time my mother said to terence(mou kiu kai ma) lol mean nv call god mother haha!!!!! Than my mum's fren sent us home liao than go home haha!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm morale still strong

2006-07-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

yoz...... sian ar nv get in this year school B@$ketb@LL team but last year i am inside the school B@$ketb@LL team, out of 200+ ppl only choose 24 out of it. althought i am good in playing B@$ketb@LL as those who knows me la, u all should know but yi shan hai bi yi shan gao this year alot of pros for 'A' boys. last year i was in 'B' boys which is under 18 and once 18 years old or above is consider 'A' boys as 'A' boys is between 18- infinity years old haha...... even uncle also can get selected lo!!!!!!

As i say nv get selected but nvm i did my best le, no regrets in another word in a better way of saying is last year i played b4 le y not give this chance to other ppl haha..... step yi ge!!!!!!! haizz... it doesn't matter and not worth for me to get all the internal injurys just to go play for one stupid ite tournament, u all may think this is stupid but i play ite tournament b4 so i know wat is the feeling like and experience it b4 ite B@$ketb@LL is not easy to play so ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today we going out to chong, and we rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!!!!!!!!!!!1

had a great day

2006-07-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

hi.... back to my blog again.... haha pai seh la got things to write about le..... kk is like that de, yesterday my dad and i having dinner around 7 than jess suddenly call me and ask me wanna go K box? than i reply say wif who? she said her frens so i said: ok but give me a reason to tell my dad so i can go out, lol she call me say to my dad that one of my sec school fren migrating to other country and and we helping him to celebrate lol.....so my dad ask alot of details about my fren like eg. what is his name? Y he migrating? etc etc..... so i said his name is ALEX and he migrating to overseas for further studies, and going to australia haha...... u know wat? it works man but only can use one time only, my dad actually know alot of stuff wan but he dun wan to say out only he just give me more freedom.... he's a intelligent person.

So i go bath and went out after my dinner, so i reached orchard around 8.30pm and to my surprised i saw jess, my sis, vanessa, vanessa's fren (cheryl), dorvan and jason which looks 98% like servester sim haha...... so i sat down and hear them singing lor, wow they know alot of songs man cool man. At first i was too shy/modest cos i nv ever sing b4 in a karaoko since i was a kid like primary school after that i see everyone looks so happy and jess and vanessa keep they keep on call me to sing and i said i dun know as i nv sing for so long but they say nvm just try haha.... think they desperate to see i sing ar? haha!!!!!!! so i give it a try and i realised actually i sing no bad man....

As we were singing, we also order few beverages like vodlka sprite and other alcohol for me, ice lemon tea and sprite for the girls accept for jess haha!!!!!! as u guys know she a alcoholic man lol she said it herself not i say wan. we sing alot of songs, i rmb someone sing a jia you song for everyone i know also call me jia you in my B@$ketb@LL selection..... thx alot i appreciate it. So i also sing a hokkien song (kai xing jiu how)=( hua he diu ho) hope everyone lives their life happyily everyday, every single mins and every single secs!!!!!!!!!! I even went strolling (inconvience to talk) but someone own me something haha..... RMB HOR!!!!! jk la!!!! after that we pay our bill, oo mi god coughing out money again!!! pork liao need recharge batt liao kk la talk until here can le bb......

CoNfIDeNcE Is HaLf ThE BaTtLe WoN!!!!!!

2006-07-18T23:26:00.000-07:00

yea..... lots of things to talk about cos there is a few event going on this whole week. ya i went to wild wild wet with my sis, jess,vanessa, dorvan and me, ya we did had alot of fun there and play like nobody business, very havoc. haha!!!! Actually dun intend to go cos my basketball selection is around the corner wan to pratice but nvm la dun spoil ppl mood lo, as i said b4 i say out the word won't take it back haha....... As we play the Tsunami of the wild wild wet, since when i become a life guard and one funny thing is i go di siao a small chabby boy than he likes me untill he keep follow me whenever i go haha, and the girls play biggy bag untill i very tired ar, imagine 3 ppl jump on me and as my biggy bag but we had alot of fun!!!!!!!!

After playing, we went to had our dinner eating pizza and kfc and someone when to buy two big piece of chicken eat like nobody business also haha and said that wan to get fatter cos too skinny le...... somemore jess step yi ge mother, one small whipped potato feed so many ppl than say wat we r all her children lol...... than we when to take bus together and go home, can see all look very tired after playing hope they take care of themselves ba!!!!!

Another thing, wednesday and friday is my B@$ketb@LL selection and wed i nv got selected as there is too many pros like me liao haha (step yi ge) and the coach nv notice me.... sob sob wan cry liao..... nvm friday there still a chance for me, as long there is a chance i won't give up as confidence is half the battle won!!!!! yea!!!!!! and i promised someone if i got selected i will treat her eat korean cuisine haha, anyway nv got in i also will treat her la cos i also wan try korean dishes at least i have i already tried my best for the selection i have no regret!!!!! ai ya talk like that for wat selection also haven finsh, keep u guys update a friday!!!!!! rmb always smile.... heex!!!!!!!!!!!

The feeling that cannot be express out

2006-07-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was happy, confused and worried but after all i feel relax and my stress and worried are gone. i getting to write out my feelings cos i dun wan to to store all inside my heart cos i will feel very stress and tired and i learn it from someone and she also do the same thing, and u know wat it really works for me if i dun do that one day i will go crazy and explode, by that time i dun know wat will i become. Maybe i will become ended up in IMH lol....... ya really no joke, sometime i think in this world izzit (hao ren nan zhuo) cos i realised i everytime sacrifice to bring joy for ppl......i ask jess b4 if 1 day i become another person and it not the real gangyuan will u get very shock? i mean is the the caring, frenly, responsible and helpful gangyuan lol kinna scary rite? nvm but i know i can overcome that de!!!!!!! trust me!!!!!

So as yesterday i promised someone i going to tell her something, ya i did le still keep my promise ba!!!! haha still rmb, will nv forget. yesterday we talk about our problems like exchange problems hope i can help her to solve her problems ba, can see she kinna stress so was me!!!!! the funny thing is i feel like i am a psychologist that can read ppl mind and guess wat they r thinking. we talk about alot of things cannot say its personal haha....... b4 that terence and george/gorge ask me out and qns me say wat i have done, and i reply said nth than they say nth y got ppl write her blog which is like saying me so i went home to read her blog and i realised that she kinna confused and nervous and i scared that she will like avoid me or something like that luckily she didn't i was so happy. Everytime i give ppl see the outside of me only, actually the inside of me is different(also dun know how to discribe) but still like the ah du song jian ci dao di haha...... meaning full rite? lol step yi ge haha....

Actually, if u know me i a gd fren/listener/joker. Bf i dun know no conifdent in myself, need to build up ba!!!!! cos only my sec skool mates know, u know about (linda) ya...... dun talk about the pass liao la...... alot of ppl say she blind, nvm its her lost, but i dun know la. but she study same ite with me, whenever she saw me in skool she turn down her head and walk very fast lol lame chop la.... so long liao, but through out the whole sec skool as linda classmate i and her nv talk again.... think she also got no face to talk to me lo!!!! alot of ppl ask me y so long still no gf, i nv ans them and say i like the way i am. but i everytime hang out wif terence and george, haha just wondering wat if we 3 gay how lol eeeeeee........ jk la haha...... did i sacre u all? no rite? btw we are just best fren ya as someone say (happy 3 bros). ya.... once a buddies always a buddies.

As i and her went walking as she decide to go boat quay and take a scroll, we chat alot of things as i said b4, but i like that kind of feeling and she keep on toot me lol as she said ytd think she lick out say her weakness also.... haha still there to say me and my weakness. oo ya ask her about wats is her birthday wish tat time she keep on dun say was hoping she can tell me next outing ba kinna interested in it haha maybe u will say i kpo ba!!!! she so adorable like that also can sleep at the boat quay bench, ai ya that jess take my $109 adidas jacket if not can let her use, and she still can say feel like staying untill morning luckily it was not true cos my dad 5.30am wake up and work liao later see i not at home i jia lat/ oo mi god.....alot of things is personal lets keep it for memories, than she say she tired already than i be her bodyguard and sent her home, rmb to smile everytime ( bu yao mei ci chou mei ku lian, yao duo xiao.... hahaha) really thx for that nite i really appreciate and cherish it..........

woo hoo dye hair liao

2006-07-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday jess and i planing to go vanessa house dye hair and she rebond her hair, so we give vanessa a call abd she say ok, jess reach her house 7am and i reach her house 9.30am as i overslept, i blurr blurr come from the front door lol funny sia as normally ppl come from the back door, than trouble her open she many lock haha..... funny sia....so vanessa doing jess hair and her mother dye my hair, mine was very fast as my hair short and somemore i dye nia my hair finsh around 11.30 ba. so after her mother dye for mi already she goes out so i help vanessa and jess ta bao from the coffeshop, lol all so high class still wan to frink fruit juice sia, than we at her house chit chatting and eat lo cos jess stay near mi ma so just wait for her lo. funny wan is i wait untill i sleep at her sofa wa very song so many cusion haha..... still hug the hello kitty sleep wa, think vanessa and her mother saw that when her mum come back, eeeeeee so pai seh sia. jess hair done at around 6 ba cos her hair so difficult to do as it was so thick haha.... than jess and i pay her mum and vanessa the cost of doing our hair and go home and rot liao, once i reach home my dad straight away discover i dye hair and question me than i say no la fren dye hair got xtra dye than dun waste ma lol wat a stupid excuse, my dad know i anyhow pomp wan la but he only keep quiet and accept it as he know i big liao know how to think and got limit in everything i do. haha......

chalet gathering

2006-07-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

Hi all back to update my blog liao so long nv update cos very tired and lazy haha...5,6,7 july is my sec school classmate gathering on chalet at downtown east pasir ris..... all our fren came for the chalet we had alot of fun but 1 thing (kui qian) again but nvm this time nv lose much, happy to see everyone so happy and high after drink some beer and one more think is nigel make the explosion damm big sia haresh almost got burn although he so black liao haha... shock to see shyet ting and wee qi come but she come everytime hao lian her GPA to mi wan stab yi ge pui!!!!!!!! lolx. Vanessa when to work on the second day morning and she only sleep for about 1 hr only cos the chalet that nigel(monkey) so noisey and on techno so alot of us cannot sleep, stab ti ge ah beng haizz...
Second day ok la nothing much we wake up go play pool in the morning lo and go back chalet they all play mahjong and ps2.... untill at night i went swiming wif jess, haresh and terence..... wa song ar!!!! very cooling and i went to do laps wa buay tahan stamina lousy liao haha..... kk la talk untill here liao dun wan to say until so detail i know wat happen can liao!!!!!!!!!!!!

steamboat at marina bay

2006-07-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

yo..... back to update blog again haizz....... yesterday i and my sec classmates meet together to have our dinner/steamboat at marina bay, at first i and my sis meet terence at tampines than we go marina bay to meet vanessa, li ting and george/gorge..... sian xianglong nv come and he say he lost alot of $$ on world cup no mood to come, jess also nv come because of some stupid violin thingy!!!

we take bus 400 to our destination than we find a table to settle down first. we pay for our foodthan i and terencepay for jess first cos she say she coming at around 8.30pm, but around 8.30pm she sms me say she cannot come wat teacher not in gd mood dun let her off..... wtf where got such thing wan!!!! this is bullshit man..... haizz.... nvm let's move on really very sad so little ppl go for the steamboat but nvm as long as i m happy can liao.......ya we pay our food and started to take food and eat, i like one da mang ren so busy dun every have time too eat hp keep ringing haha.... than li ting is the first 1 to knock out, second is my sis, 3rd is vanessa LOL.... my sis ar, eat prawn wan ppl to take away the shell for her wan if nv take she rather dun eat.... haizz next time call her find a husband to help her take away the shell of the prawn ba haha!!!!!!!

ok carry on, i didn't know i so famous so many ppl wan to take pictures with me haha Aaaaa (act nia). ya we took alot of pics, got like one quan jia fu sia, so funny. So everyone knock out liao left george terence and me last man standing, the most power wan is the prawn we all eat almost 8-10 prawn as our table got full of prawns dun lang fei ma. Than liting look so tired and sian so i say we finish eating u and vanessa gd back first lo, at first we planing to go around walk walk or watch movie but vanessa say must control our "BUDGET" as we got chalet coming up few days later so after the dinner they go home first than terence, george, my sis and me when to play arcade sad to say we miss the last train sian -.-! have to take taxi home liao, so we sent george home first at ang mo kio than go to my house at bedok reservoir than terence go back tampines lol terence reached home that time the fare was $21.xx..... dun know how much la he told mi $21 plus. but i give him $10 so he come out around $10 plus lo.

but i really had a gd days as we meet around talk cock, talk shit etc etc.... i m looking forward for more of those days....oh ya one more think i and terence take photo that time act vanessa pattern heaaaaaa.......... plus wan twist haha...... that was a memorable wan it really look funny......she qi tao tou bao cha........ lol

geroge birthday schedule

2006-06-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

On 27th june is george birthday, we agree to meet at tampines small mac round 4 plus than we slack there awhile talk cock.... waste time around 5-6pm like that than we went to take mrt to raffles place to meet vanessa. when we reach there we called her and we meet her at lau pa sa eat dinner... wa very expensive sia... we almost wan to broke liao, we call (ci char) and eat rice and satay.... dun know i long time nv go raffles or wat the place is completely change when i when there i blurr blurr wan LOL funny rite.... ya who wan to laugh than laugh ba. anyway after out dinner we when to pub and drink to watch soccer, which is vanessa's working place, it wan a nice place actually which fill with lots of foreigners and local ppl..... when i step in to the pub, i was like waaa cool man got song to listen also....Oo ya haven say who when for george birthday celebration, got terence, george of course, xianglong, jess(sodohoya), my sis, vanessa and me..... hmm... did i lost out any 1 i hope not haha..... we order beer and drink my sis and vanessa can't drink too much alcohol so they ordered other alcohol which is not that strong like blue lagoon etc etc..... but for mi i drink german beer with the rest, white wine,red wine etc etc those gao lat beer la..... when we were chatting , i discover got pool sia so i infomed my fren and we when playing. so as it was my first time to this kind of place i didn't know we need to write out name and it is a winner in loser out thingy... so after asking ppl we know liao.

So george join and knock out ppl and all of us got challenge other ppl pool and we even shake hand after a nice game....so before the world cup started i call xianglong to bet 50 on brazil since is george birthday and we play hengheng nia... thx god we win if not jia ka ki liao the next few days haha........ so after awhile i discover vanessa order red wine.... omg i wan shock tat she drink red wine and she say she wan to try so i take and test one sip of the red wine wow shiock man, i can taste the fabulous taste of that red wine. so brazil score 2 goals in the first half in 5 mins and 46 mins... after that, second half score again than sui we win liao but during the game we see 2 ang more scolding the referee so funny sia like yea man come on/hey referee it was a thousand miles offside etc etc..... they even point middle finger at the referee haha i and xianglong laugh like siao loh!!!!!! than i discover vanessa drink finsh the red wine liao and she finsh it so fast and got abit blurr blurr, she keep going to the toilet and wash her face i saw her walk like trying to keep herself walking straight so funny and jess say she very cute at that time than i smile. than i when to talk cold water for her and my sis but she blurr blurr and even give mi a scold haha so jess keepon say ok la ok la guai guai funny also..... after a few cups of plain water she sober liao and we bill our bill as the place is closing liao, WC also finsh liao so out bill is so expensive lor, than i help my sis and jess pay their share as they had not enough money to pay sob sob so ke lian hor.... Aaaa stab only haha....after that we seperated and i went wif george jess and my sis to CHIMES to drink again wow another cool place!!!!! we drank untill 3 plus and i reach home untill 4 plus than bath and kun liao!!!!!!!!!!!!

a fren birthday celebrations

2006-06-27T13:03:00.000-07:00

Today 27th june...... is my best fren george birthday, me and some of my sec school classmate when to pub to drink and have fun. it was cool man, we get to talk to the ppl there like foreigners which singaporean likes to call them (ang more) lol we did play pool wif them also as they were pro in the game. i did had alot of fun so i'm look forward to more of the days like today!!!!!!!!!!!!!